Something RETARDED for you:)

I had a good laugh! :'D

Lately, Dad have been getting sick A LOT.

so sissy went to make a get well soon card for him :)

sweet cakes.

Here's the content and illustrations she created :)

Mum was home today.

She was like packing her stuff and here are some pass-me-down treasures for me ;)

<3 sweet.

New School, New Friends, New Environment

Entering my Junior College allowed me to learnt many things about myself.

gave me many deep self-thinking-reflecting sessions.

One of the things that i came to realise about myself is that.

1) I am a pretty slow learner

    Hence, i cannot understand things that are being taught in class,when i'm in class.

    I really gotta spend extra & more time than others to really study & analyse what the teacher taught.

2) Any degree of multi-tasking won't do for me.

   100% focus. 

   (it's not smth that i figured out only in JC but i learnt how much multi-task is a big NONO to me)

 3) I have a very short attention span.

     I cannot last 3hours studying like normal people do.

     I am SO SPECIAL. I end up spending a whole day on A subject.

     cos of the in between mini-breaks.

4) My memory is deteriorating.

    i can hardly remember anything in my daily life accurately.

    What more, what i studied?

    = more revision time is needed.

Leaving my JC allowed me to realise what amazing people i HAD around me.

Now then i appreciate what i took for granted last year.

The tolerance they always had when explaining certain concepts.

Knowing how weak and slow yet slowly teaching me.

& making sure that i REALLY understand :')

Thank you PSM, JOJO & PAPAYA <3

I don't think i'm that stupid,

just slow.

thick in the head.(& also other parts of my curvy body)

That's all.

It's difficult for me when my new friends talk to me in lecture cos i can't multi-task.

If i talk to you, i will totally not absorb what the lecturer said for the past few seconds or minutes thinking of what to say to you, how to ans your qstn, worrying what i'd missed.

I know it's something so simple, yet i'm having problems handling it!!

it's ridiculous.

But i just can't help it!

And when they ask me questions on the subject,

i feel worse.

cos i really can't answer them.

bcos i feel like i understand LESS than you.

& i'm just too embarrassed to explain why.

& it sucks when they ask me questions too.

It makes me feel like i'm not thinking.

Sometimes if you can't even understand the basic concepts well,

you can't even think of how to answer class exercises.

cos you are just totally CLUELESS.

So...

i'm sorry if i WILL be busy.

cos i really have to get all these done WELL.

i don't wanna look back & sigh.

i just gotta learn to be faster AND BETTER even if i'll take the more jerky & long path.

FINALLY GOT'EM!!

Woots! SUPER HAPPY!!
Among all,
i think Adele n Jessie J is the best.
Haha. UK artistes on the rise! YipYip!
Still getting used to gaga's tracks.
it kinda caused me a headache after listening to her album
so i set it aside first.

BUT ADELE IS LIKE MY NEW FAV ARTISTE
whee~ hehe
HEART JESSIE J too :)

HELLO!

Didnt have sch ytd.
So practically mugged the whole day.
But of cos.

Had this for a break :)

Seriously $3.90 per golden blob is not really THAT worth it.
But haven't had it for very long alr.
& i bought it a week ago.
So it appears Free now.
haha!
Because i learnt in POA,
PREPAYMENT = CURRENT ASSET = FUTURE ECONOMIC BENEFIT
:) heh heh. i did study * wriggle brows.
So, my "FUTURE ECONOMIC BENEFIT" was being consumed yesterday afternoon.

Lately, i'm addicted to the ActionCam App.
I know i'm slow but that was bcos my old iphone cannot use the App.
Simply bcos my iphone was TOO OLD n the App wasnt compatible.
But now I get to finally understand why Zoe keeps taking photos with that APP!
oh god.

So the below is the evidence of my muggin.
*take a peek, papaya! :)

GOAL ACCOMPLISHED!

AND,

I finally received my Subject Guides or kinda like my Text/Reference Books specially Air-mailed from the UK. How freaking cool is that?! Thick books that absorbed all the gloomy,overcast skies and cold weather specially mailed over all in one BIG,HEAVY SACK :) excited only! keke.

Btw the light blue rectangle thing there is a ring file. I put it beside the sack to do a size comparison :)

Didnt have time to blog ytd cos was too tired. So.. blogged today instead :)

was popular shopping ytd after school to buy some files to organise myself.
THEN, i chanced upon this book.


I think i need this.
& DAMN my time management!

boo

On Hari Raya PH,
instead of staying home mugging,
i gave in to mum & agreed to spend some family bonding time.
Well..
although it was mainly because we MIGHT be going CD shopping.

But it was still a happy outing :)
Went to the nurseries @ marymount to buy plant.
Bex and i got ourselves daisies and roses ;)
Yay!

Shopped around and discovered many interesting cute plants:)
After that we headed to Maxwell to dabao dinner
then home sweet home.

although i was disappointed that i wasnt able to get my cds..
but..
it was still glad i went :)

Dad n mum have been pretty crazy with good speakers lately
& dad got us this new set of good speakers for our living room.
:) yay. heart it.

"What's the good of being Juliet when Romeo shows no sign of killing himself for love, but instead prances off with Rosalind?"

Chanced upon this photo editorial from Vogue. Sweeet. <3

Some time ago,

Zoe Love introduced Crayola's wonderful Rainbow Twistables to me.

I was pretty amused by it.

I was never really that impressed with Crayola products.

However, according to Zoe,

these Rainbow Wonders are like "extinct".

She tried to head back to buy some more for her friends who adored them too.

But, they were gone.

In my mind, I could hear Barney's voice echo-ing in my head,

"Challenge accepted."

haha.

I tried scouting for them in other stationery or art stores too.

But to no avail.

Finally!

I chance upon THIS in some hidden place in Singapore.

This shop has officially become my No.1 Fav Stationery Store :)

hees.

Not only do i get the Rainbow Crayons, I got Metallic and Neon ones ;)

You gotta learn to be patient and wait. Then, will you be able to find the Real Treasure :)
That's MY takeaway. So long, folks!

When rachel was still skinny and very young.

Even before starting school,

she was being looked after by her Godma.

Her cousin was in primary school then.

So whenever her cousin goes downstairs to wait for her school bus, 

rachel and her Godma will accompany her to wait together.

But before heading to the waiting point,

sometimes they will stop by a mama shop.

There were times when her cousin bought this particular snack

which rachel envied and thought to herself,

"When i grow up, and i have money, i'll buy a lot of this!" and smiled to herself.

After many many years, rachel grew from skinny to plump to fat to VERY fat.

From time to time she have thought about that particular snack that she hoped for.

Unfortunately, there are many things that fades away with time

& she thought that this snack was one of them.

BUT!

rachel FINALLY found it in some condo vending machine!

She finally got to taste the long forgotten snack in her favourite flavour too! :)

Conclusion:

 I didn't like it as much as i thought i would.

It became too sweet for me.

I guess i'm too old for such sweet stuff alr.

Well, people do change over time :/

But nevertheless i'm VERY VERYglad i found it.

very nostalgic.

you know, that kinda satisfaction of discovering something that you thought was lost forever :)

it was fun:)

It was the blood rush..

Sorry for the sudden temper boom.

I gotta learn to love what i have right now :')

My Itinary for Tomorrow.

8:30am: wakey
8:30-9.20am: sweep/ magic mop floor
9.20-10: sew top plus decide on what to wear
10-11: settle SIM/ UOL registration thingy :SS
11-12.30pm: prepare n eat lunch plus tv :)
12.30-1.45pm: bathe n prepare to go out
1:45-9pm: Have FUN n catch up with the gurls

Hoping all goes well! :)

what is wrong with me?

everyone's talking about their roomie.
pictures of their hall.
"oh, i'm staying over in school tonight. sorry."

God damn it!
So this is what i lose out cos of my fucking grades.
and why i'm fucking lonely these few days?
cos i fucking dont have a roomie?!

it's fine really.
i'm jus seeing green.
& probably..
a little red too.
WOW. BE MERRY.
cos those are the colours of fucking christmas.

is there anyone else in this world who cant seem to let things go too?
why do i have to have hands that grip so tightly on things?

can't help but wonder..

will anyone ever see through me and tell me...

Lately, I've been having funny mood swings.
Feeling all angsty,happy,sad then excited, disappointed &etc
All together.
Which sucks.
Idk. maybe cos i was bored and starting thinking and hoping for things that
APPARENTLY are a little hard to achieve.although i dunno why.
some crazy messed up bitch.
 
Lately,it's been hard to get tired.
although i know soon i'll be wanting to hit my pillow asap like before.
and it's also cos i'm home with hardly anything to do.

Watched Sex and the City today.
& actually it was pretty good.
the type of thing i was looking for.
friendshipppy with lovie n hot sex.
hahaHa. actually just the friendshippy n lovie parts.

it kept me thinking.
"will i ever have these kinda companionship ever?
cos seriously.it's one of the things that i really need.
A .. LOT.
it's like they are always there for each other n telepathic n understand one another SO WELL.
is it even realistic?
i might even start watching sex n the city from scratch ALREADY. god.
*p.s. noren.
if u wanna watch movies.try this.

Sidetrack:

If only i've got a fairy godmother who can at least grant me 3 wishes.
I would wish that she can give me a friend/partner who will always be there when i need him and who understands me thoroughly.

Secondly, i would wish that i can immediately shrink to a healthy weight.
Which is SUPER difficult to achieve. BUT I must say it's achievable but hard. BUT I CAN n I MUST!

& thirdly, wish that i have better luck. just a teeny bit better than now. cos everytime i say smth or hope not to get smth, I will end up getting the BAD thing. it's like everything i say or think is jinxed. n idk why.

can't wait for valentine's next year.
wanna get all LOVED UP.
by.
THE VOW.
go watch the trailer peeps.
its all sweet n love n tears. <3
all that i want NOW.

but neverminds.
i can wait for a few weeks more for my
KATY n BARNEY
in SMURFS !!

so. i'm gonna get all SMURFED  UP
before LOVEing UP.
ok. what the heck.

gonna start gathering my barney-lovin' sisters
& single ladies to make them promise to watch these 2 movies
with ME!
all though they most prob will break those promises..
but..
still..
all i can do is
H.O.P.E.

:')

Yesterday was pretty amazing :)
I managed to cross out some things that i've wanted to be done for quite some time.

Took half day to do some shopping even though i was sick :(
My main objective of the day: To hunt for the zara dress in my size.



Met up with mandy love at tpy and headed to taka for lunch.
Our lunch was also under my to-do list.
We bloody lunched at crystal jade.
Satisfying, yo.
My lovely congee <3

Second thing that i achieved was to try Starbuck's Soy Strawberries and Cream.
Which I tried one mouth and had to surrender it to the security guard guarding Zara at Liat Towers.
But cos i was too keen to hunt for my dress and letting the drink melt on its own also makes it easier for me to consume, i handed him the drinks willingly.

Ah no came along at around 4.30 (pretty on time, as always) and shocked us at Zara. In the end mandy was the one who managed to make purchases in most of the shops we enter -.-
Poor me!
Went to all 3 branches on orchard road and couldn't even find it,
not even one that is NOT even my size.

Craved for smth savoury and POP!
We were at ion's basement feasting on FREE 4 FINGERS CHICKEN WINGS!
Woots! mandy's treat.
I'll treat u guys smth nxt time too. SOON!
I cant help but mention we used up all my tissue paper when i was having the damned FLU!
haha! but it was alright:)

anw, after that we all agreed to head to 313 :)
(the Zara where i spotted and tried the dress)
AND I FOUND IT!

ah no said it was cute!
so i decided to grab it w/o any hesitation.
considering me being so eager and hunting it down on such a hungry manner the whole afternoon. Haha!

after grabbing the dress, i had to leave for bishan to meet my parents..
although i was really reluctant to leave.
i've gotta learn to exercise self control n discipline.
no more excuses or lies!
well.
the thing was when i reached bishan.
THEY JUST LEFT WOODLANDS  and there was a friggin JAM!
But it was okay.
I managed to pass the time in watsons:)

Hope me n my darlings can go USS by next week!!!
and that we'll meet up again on one of the days of this week to do MORE SHOPPING BABAYS!
& please let me satisfy my pepper crabbie craving soon!

Love u much.

Looking forward to watching HP7  part 2 :)

After a Sinful meal

Since when did eating became a Sin?
& why?

Just finished a sinful yet satisfying lunch.

KFC's Transformers Boxmaster Meal.

It was BOOMZ-POW!!

But. Sinful.

Not to forget, every meal comes with a container of whipped potato

& a drink - Root Beer I CHOOSE YOU!

CBS3 hopped over to my workstation while i was feasting away

And we spent a couple of minutes discussing about how tasty it is.

According to CBS3, Root Beer is a must for him in every western meal.

Only with the combination of Root Beer will it satisfy his tummy fully :)

Cute.

Will I end up looking like CBS3 in the near future?

No way, I should start my veggie-only diet again. SOON.

Still, I've Sinned.

cutesy, eh?

heh heh.

Hope your friday is good ;)

Laugh ;D

Let this brighten up your day :)

Glad that it's raining out there :) hees.