Pictures = Memories :(

since when did i became so BLACK

candy girl loves to lift up her leg *3*

last night :( back home

on our way home..MRT!

LOL!

cheeeeeeeseee

had omu rice for dinner with nana n fish :) n we discovered a newly launched sony MP3!!! omg. KAKOII!

lovely nana and me <3

lonesome wed night <:') chionging PI and waiting for the two to come home :( had tuna pita bread for dinper(dinner + supper) with them and chionged PI till 1 plus.

hot and sunny wednesday aftn

JUST LOOK at what she is sitting comfortably on!!!hahas *grins* was decorating waterbottle before sleeping on sunday.decorating bottle with new stickers:)from DAISO!hahas.decorated for almost the whole night.had lovely LAI yong tau foo for dinner tt night:)our first home-"cooked" meal at hoime tgt :)

her sexaye ass:) KAWAII!!! on wed aftn.

well.dunno what to say about today.was pretty depressed over my test marks.i'm like the lowest few in class again.what exactly is wrong with me?i must have not put in enough effort.i feel so stupid everytime.why am i not good enough to be able to catch every single thing that comes out from the speaker's mouth?why do i fail to remember anything i've learned before?even if i listened in class MORE it just doesnt seem to help much.i don't see the point.i overheard my classmates saying,"actually sec sch to jc not much diff.but pri sch to sec sch e diff is pretty big..." well, frankly, i see more diff in sec to jc.reason being there is no more chance to slack in jc anymore.there ain't textbooks for u to catch up or study in advance.n that is why it sucks.i really wanna get some assessment bks or tys etc.but issit weird to get tys at this stage?are there topical tys for me to practice more?i just simply cant stand the fact that even though i listen in class i still cant get it!i bet its my basics.like for chem.during o levels i just studied without even understanding and getting the concepts right.seriously.and now i gotta suffer in jc with a weak foundation.this is all crap!why did i take H2 chem when i suck at chem,hate chem and dun get chem.but i guess there are not much choices besides bloody chem.sigh.i guess i have to stuck with it for another 1 and a half years:( jiayous.to think that i thot i wldnt need to touch chem after Os or even touch any studying material.i really thot i wld hv ended up in poly doing design.or at least enter jc WITH my clique or smth.i ended up being the only one still not able to adapt to my environment and still stubbornly clinging onto the gates of kcp,not letting my past go...soooo looking forward to my long weekends.sch simply sucks.i wanna get sick and be on MC!!!

ello!

haven been bloggin for ages.just a rough update:)

last week was just simply amazing, marvellous, memorable and definitely worth it :) love it to the apple core and i am so sad it ended:( like so damn quickly.sigh. miss all the FUN and CRAZE!! seriously. just upload SOME fotos taken on the train to our 1 week home :) and loved the daiso shopping!:D gosh, memories are just so hard to let go :'(

okok.here to do a quickie.cos i am gonna continue my incomplete chinese compo and its friggin 9.15 alr!!!

today is actually one of the promised dates that me, san n man agreed to meet up for the month of april.but i bet a million bucks that they didnt even know or bothered to rmb as always.hahas.even if they know its not lyk we will meet up or smth.but it was a special date all the same.today is a rather lovely day.sky was blue and sunny :)

mittin sum peeps in kcp for lunchie tml.but oh mans.got maths test the nxt day:( jiayous!

n am pretty excited about the change i am gonna experience from sat onwards :D

kok-adoodledoo.

AH HA!N ITS RAINING!SEE HOW U WILL BE ABLE TO STEP OUT OF YOUR WORM HOLE! >:p PUI,PUI AND TRIPLE PUI!

ITS RAINING COWS AND TIGERS IN THE LOVELY BISHAN ESTATE.(IN THE CITY OF TOWNSVILLE)


miss my falls?call me.n i will fall for you to see!


looking at the videos we had in sch classrooms,our fav fitness corner really struck me lyk a thunderstorm.


and i am still stuck on the same chinese compo for the past 4 hours.goodness gracious.

i just hate this kinda ppl.i always hated last minute stuff.why cant they just inform earlier or something.cant they jus friggin plan ahead or smth?i don't understand why are all the people i am close with like that.what the hell.i didnt know it can affect me even if i am not really related to this effing thing.what the hell.ass.what a bitch my sis can get as well.all the cock she's yaking about truly makes no friggin sense at all!seriously.fuck off man.nvm rachel.calm your soul.cos she will be missing out on all the good food,all the tv we will b watching and family bonding time.at least i get to experience how it feels like to be the only child again.since i even miss the feeling yeah?hahas.oh gosh.a sudden change in atiitude.i am a chamelon.n i wanna get bangles from diva!!n acceso from mphosis.perhaps i can get that as my bdae pressie frm my rents?ya!provided i got e time to shop.but MAYBE got chance de lo.since i will b camping at yishun for 1 whole week soon.BISHAN PLEASE MISS ME!!!shower heartshapes all over bishan. <3I TRULY HATE INDECISIVENESS AND I 'VE HAD ENOUGH.

reminisce

These makes it worth remembering and made my four years fulfilling.lovelies.. half way through my long wkend. :( i am looking it in the"it's half cup empty" angle.god!i am negatively charged.

i am craving for strawberry sundaes!!! OMG! i am so gonna grab one after school tmr!!! woohoo!

no trg today cos got a friendly with CJ.we lost la..but still.we played well n it was a great game:) but most imptly..NO TRG!!!was like so elated can.seriously.hahas.was the timer.was an eye-opener for me;D gonna have a netball BBQ at the Gardens this thurs after sch.hope can catch bren dar.;)

yupps.today passed faster than most mondays.although i know i am so gonna get a U grade for my freaking redox test.i alr kinda gave up while doin e paper alr.will b gettin the test back tml.i WILL CHIONG FOR the WEEK5 CA!!!jiayous!and my goal for maths stats test next week shall be an A to compensate my previous U grade!huaiting!master it b4 friday!woots!

n i fell today after GP lecture in the hall.FIRST TIME fell due to numbness of my leg.god.i cld hardly feel anything at all.so when i stood up ,my feet cant feel ANYTHING so i cldnt feel e ground or whether i am standing the right way.so my ankle kinda twisted n i fell.hahas.n i fell so nicely.hahas.althou a lil MALU.but still didnt ZAO GENG kinda fall.lol.but it was a really peculiar feeling cos my foot totally turned jello.

u know u love me,xoxo,rachelkok

This week ended off pretty well.And this week was pretty slack.smiles:)so looking forward to next week.

1)LONG WEEKEND
2)only ONE trg n ONE pe lesson :D(normally two each)
3)4 DAYS OF SCH

ohwells.hahas.anyway i am so glad n grateful for having good friday.infact it's the first time in my life that i really treasure good friday.hahas.going to jc made me grew up.physically and mentally.mentally as in u noe.and i tend to get emotional more easily.

anw,today's saturday section of the straits times was very meaningful and was what that kept lingering in my mind lately.like for the past month or so.dont ask me why.but i think it was a vry touching section.

anw was a little high abt an hr ago with san n fish.I VOTE FOR FOREN!lol.

And xinmin!cheer up.you still got me who is also passing through the same phase in life now.hahas.i am gonna help you through.although i might have one or two more people who can really support me, i am willing to cheer you on as much as three person can do.jiayous.dun forget you still got your cute lil lao kok kok to stand by you;D

so long,

BITCHES!

i love HUGH DANCY now.

shopaholic was amazing and hugh dancy and isla fisher are.. HEARTSHAPES.

anw.main thing:hope tml will end at 6.30pm.

cross your fingies for me. :))

AND.... its finally OUT!!! wootsieday.catchin it in an hour's time!hahas.with my lovely kokie clan.love my rents to the apple core!what should i wear?!?hahas.too excited,pardon me.sis just told me she's gonna wear her lucky panty.wow.it rhymes.say it with me five times! lucky panty lucky panty lucky panty lucky panty lucky panty.hahas.

just a brief update, peeps! pretty beezee lately.i pon-ed trg twice in a row.evil.but hv trg n 3 tests coming up on monday.all the best for me.hope it rains tml.or maybe not.idunno.anw jiahui say me n sara can be dismissed early:)) ya.i guess.nth much le?reallly hope to be on par super soooon! i am putting in much effort.

&JTTW(joy to the world) its raining er... stars and rainbows!!!hahas.or.. FAIRIES AND ELVES! nono.GNOMES AND ... OGRES!!! hahas.imagine the scene.hahahahas.just..just imagine.ok i give u 10 seconds to imagine.hahas. okay.. n i am addicted to yoga lin's songs!of cos not those relaxing music u listen doing yoga.hahahahas.whatever. :D no idea y so :)))

LOVE RACHEL KOK. please.

i know you love me.xoxo,rachel kok.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!in advance.

surprisingly fabian was the FIRST to wish me happy birthday.i truly got the shock of my life cos when i was lookin thru my past neos and saw the one that we took with him on my 15th bdae..ahh..memories.althou i still got truckloads or airplane loads of hw to be finished.idecided to dedicate some time here to wish myself happy birthday.i wonder what is dere in plc for me tomorrow.sigh sigh.what if many ppl dun even noe its my bday?i will go bk into depression agn.hahas.hope the gd luck charm will keep my luck going:))

was reading an email on horoscopes.just purely for fun.and here it is...! aries :)

ARIES - The Daredevil. Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

i seriously think its pretty true xP excepy the part abt being physical and atheletic.and 16 YEARS OF BAD LUCK its like so unfair.but i am ignoring it nonetheless.waste my time finding ppl to forward to.

toodle on your noodles!

23rd march

today was a pretty lucky day for me.was it becoase of karin's gd luck charm?well it was really sweet for her to us each a pretty godd luck charm.she shld seriously go and sell it.hahas.i am fortunate to have a cousin like her:) all smiles.

well it is a lucky day cos...i manage to focus more during classes. i ended up not having trg due to JC2 block test. i managed to pass my econs test even though i thought i'd fail. and i think a few other minor things.hahas. allthough i was gloomy all day becos i thought i got trg.but after i knew it.i was ultra HAPPY!!i just suddenly turned mad.and i only got trg on fri this wk.JOY TO THE WORLD!

i think the good luck charm is workin,alrite.

a brief recap of what happened during the past few days.went to celebrate my bday on sat nite.steamboat dinner at beach rd with dad side:))) had a bday cupcake frm aunt may.which i tried my best to protect it.but nevertheless i squashed it today at sch.as usual.but i am gonna eat it even if it looks gross.cos its her HEART.anw.den had sunday brunch at YCK stadium's sakura.whoa.2 consecutive buffets and i wonder y i've got blubber.anw.den had a heart to heart tok with ZH.evrything was CONFIDENTIAL.so zip zip.no reveals!anw e brunch was with mum n dad n sissy of cos.den godma,godpa,karin,kirby,er yi,ziyu n zihui.

yepps n thit i was goin to fall sick ytd nite.was prayin hard.so tt i can SKIP sch today.but to no avail...blame my healthy body.i recovered.bloody hell. ;X anw.

i AM feeling much better today.n i am half suspecting the cause of depression is due to trg.anw thx sandy for being so caring n thoughtful.

gonna meet KXM after sch tml n after her wk tml.to update each other,collect my pressies.teeheehee..yays! :))

time check:1 hour 35 mins to being SEVENTEEN.

i am soo not looking forward to this.i dunwannagrowup

felt pretty sinful to wake up at 11 and to pon trg.but i found out tt trg ended an hr late,e sun was scorching,the inexperienced were left aside agn and best of all..they cancelled the bonding lunch thingy.which made the trg for us totally pointless.i am glad i didnt go.ihate the sun for burning me.i hate feeling so inferior durning trg.i am like the MOST unfit?and to waste hours waiting for the rest of the team to finish their trg then can we leave.what is this man.but i'd rather wait then train.sigh.

anw my goals for today are....
to finish all my homework.although it is smth impossible for me.esp since it is alr 1.36 pm,i stil have only one thing to say."nothing is impossible".

okay.so ta-ta.

and sry sandy for hvin mood swings e other day.was having a VERY depressing day.and everything.it was jus shit.sry agn.

yupps.i cant believe it.i actually dread school.okay.bye.

FLY KITE FLY KITE~*

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and so i pray...

i hope that tomorrow's weather will be like today.

BRIGHT AND SUNNY.
i hope that everything will go on smoothly tomorrow.
i hope everyone will have fun.
i hope it will be a memorable day.

will it?

why does the radio keep playing emo songs.songs that suit my mood right now.right then.

RANDOM

qstn: Will Singapore's newwater supply be sufficient in 2019?
ans: Yes.

qstn: Why or why not?
ans: Because there will always be an ongoing supply of waste?



oh man.why did they postponed it.how can i cope.i hate my damned heck-care attitude.what a choice of cca.i hate the trainings.it is a chore.god.


doodle on your noodles!

WEEEHAAAAA

this is really contradicting post.cos its a HAPPY post.hahas.the previous post was just for me to exert my unhappiness.not gonna keep it bottled up.it's bad for me.HURRAYS!this weeeeek was pretty cool.cos pretty slack.had another mini econs test again.and i think i will FAIL IT WITH FALLING DULL COLOURS again.sian-ji-puah?anw.was pretty sianz on mon cos besides endin late,hvin a econs MINI test,i had training.but to my amazement,it was pretty slack.JOY TO THE WORLD.MUM N DAD FETCHED ME FRM SCH AFTER TRAININ:D had cold n miserable popiah for dinner.eeek.

after mon was tues:) ended sch at 12.10.THE LORD IS COME!hahas.to rejoice of e a lvl results.apparently our sch did pretty well,better den e previous yr.yupps.so had half day!BE JEALOUS PEOPLE,PLEASE.unfortunately for white hair and tree,they who were so keen in going ocip had interview.so no half day for them...AWWW.n PON-ed PE.yays.me TREE SHAT TING & buddy DORIS skipped runnnin 4 rounds round the track.and i grew 2 cm!!!yays!but INNOCENT and WHITE HAIR went to run.eeyer.anw.aftrer sch stayed bk a lil while to rush ASS-HO's w/s.KNS.went back home n had a lovely lunch.and caught a lame and a cool tv show.one was the new adventures of robin hood.WHICH IS EXTREMELY FARNIE!reminded me of my monty python days.i dont really understand why it is NEW adventures when it was filmed in 1999 like 10 years ago?!?! lol.seriously.

wed was pretty cool too.except for the chem lecture test.training was still alrite la huh. i mean we finally got a coach but she was to only coach those who will be participating in the comp coming up.so WE the inexperienced was pretty slack.had some fun time with sara,nan and... heh heh,forgot her name.i mean indian names are jus so difficult to rmb.ITS NOT MY FAULT!and actually they are pretty cool.thumbs-up.they are FUN:) yays. wed's trainin ended 30 mins earlier den usual trainings and besides,it made me WANT to train.but i wanna do at my own pace la... hahas.but nxt wk trainin 1-3-5.and in e end had dinner with dad n mum n bex at our usual thomson noodle.had "guo tiao mian laksa"hahas.okay okay.you can laugh at my weird combination of noodles.seriously,i am payin for that bowl noodles!so i got to have the choice of noodles i want okay.okay.mayb not ME who's paying but.mum's money = RACHEL KOK'S money.

thurs.which is today..had fun agn with WHITE HAIR INNOCENT TREE N SHATTING.hahas.lyk duh.lyk everyday?haha.brought my便当 today.bot bread frm sweet secrets ytd nite at noodle plc.yepps.INNOCENT'S my lunchbox mate:)))hahas.throw face den throw face tgt mah hor.finally found someone who i can 便当with.yays!LET EARTH RECIEVE HER KING!!anw ended sch pretty well:) got HIGH! thx to the TREE!! but WHITE HAIR emo-ed at our usual bench:( oh and INNOCENT said WALAO indirectly.request one and two rocks.and WHITE HAIR gave me changeling in my thumbdrive today.woots.got new show to watch.yays.

cant wait for the weekends to arrive.cant wait for the holidays to come.

LET HEAVEN AND NATURE SING!!!!

cant wait for tomorrow cos we are all gonna hv half day of lessons again!!!for CVD preperation.so excited.cant wait!but mon got math test.and mxt wk got chinese test on BEES.wth.and we hv a chinese SPEECH.that is the reason why i need taybengsam's baozhangbaodao notes.but its okay la.i still got the books for reference:)

anw.if u can come yj,come tis sat.

TOODLE NOODLES ,MY PEOPLE!

MIXED FEELINGS

I AM HAPPY TO SEE THEM AGAIN ON SATURDAY..

BUT SAD AS WELL.AS NOT EVERYONE CAN MAKE IT.

JUST A PATHETIC TWO.FROM THIS I KNOW WHO IS

THE ONE WHO IS THE MOST 讲义气!!!SIGHSIGH..

EVEN THOUGH TWO ARE COMING.ONE WILL BE

LEAVING EARLY AND THEY ALL DON'T SEEM KEEN

TO COME IN THE VERY FIRST PLACE.RIGHT?HAIS.

THIS MAKES RACHEL KOK VERY SAD.BOOHOO.

everyones busy with their own stuff.everyone wants to talk about their own stuff.everyone cares about their own stuff.is there anything we have in common anymore?any common topics that only we share with each other.i really miss those times.i can't ignore and hide the fact.is the grass really greener on the other side?

RACHEL'S RANDOM OF THE DAY

QSTN:WHAT IS THE ACRONYM OF LOL(LAUGH OUT LOUD)?

ANS:WIS(WHISPER IN SOFTLY)

okay!i can see the drops of sweat on your foreheads!

ahahahahahahahaha!

so long,suckers!