Super happy and relieved and having mixed feelings now!
I am promoted to J2!
So happy and amazed that my limbs feel weak.
Serious.
Woohoo!
I seriously couldn’t believe I’d make it!
N the first person I called to share the news was KXM love:)
So conclusion is that nightmares DONOT come true:D
Cos my hands feel weak, I cant write.
I only can type:)
Wee~
I wanna go kbox agn to express my happiness:D

WOOOO!

finally! finally went kbox:D
with xm love :)
yayees!
hahas.

we met early in e morn:)
like 11.
supposed to be 10.30
but she called n said she jus woke up at 10.
but we still made it!
woohoo!
reached amk kbox at 11.15:D
hehe ;X
cos xm wanted ulu ulu wan n tt is e only ulu n convenient branch that i can think of
althou not really enuff tym but it was the cheapest one durin the weekends:)

so sry was rather sian that day wors :(
was super worried for my results that are comin out tmr D:
even had a nightmare that i will b retaining.
hope nightmares dun come true :(
hais..

yupps.we headed to ps after kbox screaming:)
n shopped for scrapbk stuff n foodie:)
foodie consisted of mccafe's oreocheese cake, double choc,
tako balls n carl's jr.'s beef chilli fries which tasted lyk muruku.
if u noe wats tt.
pix were kind of a failure.
cos we only can take close up ones:)
but whatever:)
hahas.
after ps, we went to taka artfren:)
n manage to get OUR bkie :DD
hurrahs!
we spotted alot of nice but uber ex bkies.

heart break we got our 28.80 bucks bkie :)
den xm HAD to leave me for home:(
while, I, continued to go hunting for my file:)

well, used to lonely shoppin alr.
all thx to my vry “busy friends”.
whatever

went over to muji at paragon
still no sign of my file-y :(
so headed down wheelock to chck out some scrapbkie stuff:)
n woohoo!
got sum ex stuff..
but sharin wif xm... so..
heh heh...
*guilty
cos i havent tell her yet <:)
yepps den walked bk to ion
n walked awhile n..
home sweet home:D
saw alot of peeps today
saw 2yj n farah at amk.
1 yj is my pw leader.
but i know he surely wont spot me due to his blur-ity.
so i jus 大摇大摆 de walk in front of him.
he he.
den e other one idk him jus noe is yj de.
den FARAH darling spotted us :)
she was wif KS.
aww..

den saw sum kcp sr. n jr. at ps n orchard.
I assume o lvls is over :)
gd fer them.ahh..
1 yr passed so fast.
I really dun wanna repeat such a yr.
hais... :(
recieved a msg frm my netball cptn sayin tt there will b netball tmr after sch.
wtf.

THAT totally ruined my mood.

n border's selling twilight n new moon paperbk at 12 bucks nia.
so tempted.
stil considerin...
hmm...
oh. n not to mention my one day crash course on korean stuff..
2pm n you're beautiful.
god!xm just couldnt stop yakking!

ok..tts abt it..
wish me gd luck folks:)
startin on you're beautiful alr!
xm must be thrilled ;D
*guffaws

cant wait to go kbox wif xm tmr
i need to go and vent all my emotions.
be it happiness, tense, accumulated disappointments, etc..
i need it :D
hahas.
n we need to go shop for our scrapbook BOOK.
hahas.althou i am awfully BROKE right now.
i still insist on spending for tmr.
b4 my happiness is once again lost on mon :(
oh wells.
i wanna go now!
so excited.

hee.hee.
today was rather eventful i shld say.
1stly.
i dunthink i will b goin out wif zq tree n mousey tmr
cos..
hai... lazy elaborate
n BECAUSE zq dunno me well..
haven really seen my true colours b4.
she thot me n tree were angry wif her for being fickleminded.
den we oso thot she angry with us.
but it turned out to b a stupid misunderstanding.
hahaha.. had a great laugh.
so dumb can!

den 2ndly,
i was being bullied.
i need to go tok to my sch councillor.
i was bullied my a grp.
unlike the usual pair only.
now it is considered a GRP.
cos its more than 2.
god.
i wld like to thank TREE
for startin all these!
she jus emptied my whole bag n dispersed all my stuff at every table of the classrm!
i am so pathetic.
at least she isnt her usual self and change the sprink n inks of the pens=.=
hahas.
den kj n shawn played along la!
thx loads.
n i didnt noe where my wallet n purse n ezlink went.
n they tricked me!
irritatin!
my 15 bucks worth purse.
actually more than tt.
but e keychain alr cost 15 bucks.
my FMA army :)
my FMA babies.
they stole them away frm me!
n e bullying went on frm after phy to malay lesson n after sch ended.
gdness.

anw.
wanna shop till i drop n really buy stuff one.
n also kbox until SONG!
n laugh.
n get mad.
n what ever!

PW officially ends today!
woohoo!
thnk the gods n goddesses for the lovely rainy overcast weather:)
hahas:)

heart away!~


must take loads of pix tmr :DD

call me lazy.
wanted to upload sum pix or else it'll once again be WORDS
but hard disk in another room...
he he
anw met up with kxm for 2 days this week.
had so much to catch up n tok about.
felt so nice n super happy to see her agn
at least seeing her helped me get over super dumb irritating stuff *roll eyes*
:D she reminded me n suggested ways to help me overcome some stupid issues
some stupid disappointing effin issues
but i soon got over it :)
ty kxm love:)
we soo needed each other. hee hee

anw had tomyam n toked a whole lot with her on tues.
cos she ended sch at ard 4 n i ended ard 1 plus.
so went home 1st :D
n whoa
i didnt realize it all coming
i had so much to tok!
i we msged each other e whole day on mon!
hahas!
so miss these kinda stuff mans!
n msgs were lyk SU-PA long
keke

den we departed ard 9.
met agn on thurs to watch mj:)
its lyk finally can :)
god.
n she didnt admire mj de lo
hehe.
is cos of ME,
her impt koksq.
THATS WHY:)
n i saw daddy at j8 n we ran away frm him!
hahas. so funny.
den we escaped to bbt b4 muvee :)
i felt cheated lo.
cos i jus had a few big gulps n..
POOF! my peppermint milk tea was lyk POOF!
den had sudden craving for egg tart.
but i decided to restrain myself cos i wanted to try cheesy pasta.
in e end e pasta was kinda sucky.
but watever.
i am RICH!
muahahahah.
but my cash is alr showing signs of extinction.
oh whatever..
no energy to think of such stuff.
mj was quite cool n e dancers were WOO!
but cos muvee was considered quite long
n we gulped down quite a great deal of liquid tt aftnn..
so u noe..
our bladders were bursting 2/3 thru e muvee.
hahahas.den i accidentally banged my big black bag onto a auntie.
felt so bad.n embaressed.hahs

fma rocks!JTTW!got 2 3bucks-worth-"tikamtikam"-fma keychain

oh wed lunched out wif auntie amy :DD n sis after sch n mfm bishan:)

n had a deal with kxm on mon!
hehe.cant wait to start the proj.! :D
*ps. was mj muvee counted as one?

pon sch today cos..aiya lazy explain.
anw i got mc n ponned.
so happy.
but...e equivqlent trade thingy is makin me a lil worried.
my promos.
anw. headed down to tpy at 1
to meet tree n e rest of my yucky grp mates for filming at e sky garden
WOOHOO!
super funny! n fun
was a super quick job too :)

after tt went home, watched 2 eps n prepared to go out agn!
this tym to marina:)
cos going orchestra @ esplanade with aunt
dined n mfm marina-.-
zzz. so sick of e food sia.. twice in a weeek!

hello and sorry

cos this post will not contain any pictures
this is bcos..
1stly, main purpose for me to login now is to rant
2ndly, i just simply HATE uploading images
          cos it is simply time consuming
          & lags my com.


but i seriously hope you will hear me out.
considering the fact that it has been long since i seriously posted anything
& the fact that i really need to borrow your ear, in this case ur eyes at least.
& also i believe this is the first time i am REALLY ranting IN DETAIL about my pw/ pw grp.

ok. having mt n pw intensive now.
i personally find this even better then normal lessons.
the word intensive is just to SCARE the hell out of you, just a false alarm thingy.

anw. seriously.
i consider myself as one of those who spend ALOT of effort in the pw.
but the fact that no one even REALLY bothered to help me out really pisses me off.
until i really asked for their help if they really CAN help cos i think i really have too much to do.
SERIOUSLY.
its like ideas are come out by me, most work and drawings are done by me.
but i wld also like to recognise the efforts my leader did put in.
althou he is SUPER DUPER blur.
&i dun really agree to MOST of his ideas.
he really did much work.
the other guy always brags about how much work he does.
when in actual fact, he didnt do much work at all.
all he did was to add on the the loads of crap he ALREADY contributed.
verbal crap.
and me, being the angelic darling,
just laugh it all off. but u know,
i am a devil deep in.
the last 2 members, ironically are the CLOSEST to me.
n they 2 are sharing only ONE pathetic part n are still complaining AND are still not really DONE with it.
CRY OUT LOUD!
2 persons do 1 part.
me, 1 person doing 3 parts n a vry vry mjor part.
see the blardy contrast?

hence, lil miss rachel kok went ot ask them nicely(with my sweet lil approachable smile)
for help. n they jus kinda ignored me.not exactly ignore but try to not ans me.
so i repeated. n THAT one who did THE LEAST,
who "hmm"-ed all thru the year,
who never give ANY comments or ideas or any BLOODY SHIT ,
jus say u cut down the words den i check thru agn.
n for ur effin info, whenever SHE check thru, nothin is being edited.bloody NOTHING.
at least the other close member of mine contributes to the printing, helps me out(REALLY HELP)

thank you for listenin, or rather reading this. :)
really appreciate it.

bye.
while i get back to my lovely pw convo *fake smile

half an hour passed nia

SUPER BORED

nth to do online

hello people!!!

next to san love now.
attendin her lecture wif her:D

her LT is so much better then yj's
lyk so much better can.
zsd

hahas
so fun:)

no pix now
never bring ext memory :X

no pix today.
but super sad.
phy ppr today.
n i failed mr tan.
n myself.
n my family.
super disappointed.
i scared i fail n have to retain.
n i really dun want to.
help me god.
i pray with all my heart.
chem on fri will be the last hurdle to jump o'er.
yipees :/

idk.
i really wanna die la.
since went am i so results-conscious.
god.
i damn scared i fail.

i put in so much effort n time.
n its phy leh:(

no sad faced pix.
all my fotos are filled with joy n happiness.


tell me why it's so hard to forget.
dun remind me.

It's daddy's birthday:)
Went to get him his all time fav - blackforest cake.hahas.
cos he ask for a cake from mum.hahas.stupid dad.
anw.got him rum n raisin icecream,
mixed nuts n peanut pancake too!
hahas.all his favs.


But.I ended up lookin lyk a total dork.
I was lyk a obasan
 因为知道山上的菜免费所以大包小包的从山上爬下来.
do u know how awful I look n how stupid I felt.
Jus imagine the scene man..
making matters worst,my fringe are all clipped up POTENTIAL TOOT,
n I started using my orange turtle bagpack agn!
N in my heavy sack was a 2litres full of sunkist orange juice cos dad loves it too.
n it made my bag shaped weirdly.anw its super ugly.


omg.OMG!

N I bet my pri sch pretty n slim fren spotted me!
even thou i pretended not too see her.
sometimes i really hope my eyes are not so sharp so that i wont see such ppl etc.
She's tan,smart,skinny,tall,pretty aiya in short- potential power woman la.
n I m exactly opp.
studyin in e lousiest jc,fair(lyk 一团面粉),fat,stout n failing academically.
She's lyk watever I'm not.
n I cfm look 10x fatter den e last tym she saw me.
I bet with my last monopoly dollar.
lau kui.thnk god I haven buy ANYTHING yet at tt point in tym.

n THAT classmate of mine!!so gonna strangle her.Arghh~



anw.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY CUTE DAD.



heartuforever <3

okay.
GP promos just over on fri.
time to chuck all the GP stuff at one corner,
temporary delete all GP related stuff frm my teeny brain
& focus on the rest of the subjects!
jiayous rachel kok!

havent been updating bloggy at all lately.
but heck!
must concentrate.
n i hate my pw leader.
damn blur.
eff him.
watever man
having pw meeting online now n
am presently in a F O U L mood.
seriously man.
y issit always i tok to THAT 2 i will be in such mood?

watever.
anw.i am so gonna die frm stress.
e nxt tym u c me i will be ALL WHITE at the top.
hahas.

bet no one's visited my blog.
its semi-rotting
plus everyones bz wif their own blardy stuff.

n i jus realised tt gerard butler was the phantom of the opera.
god! he's hot. yeah babes!

cant wait for promos to go.
i really gotta CHIONG! wish me luck,peeps!

Viewing at all those pictures others took when they went back to kcp just makes me jealous.
it made me regret not escaping from school.
escape from my fucking school who not only held back for 2 hours but
2 and a half hours of my time.it was a total waste of time.
i can see that the teachers also did not want to be held back
and be tormented by our horrible VP.
forcing them to share a little bit of their lives with us.when they don't want to.
and when we didn't want to listen and don't friggin care.
i should have went back to see my Mr Lawrence Tan, Mrs Lee Thien Hoe, Mrs Gan etc.
I could have just escaped with zhi qian.i feel so stupid.
Tons escaped.why didn't i? wtf.
nxt yr..NEXT YEAR!
but i bet it won't be the same..
normally people are more keen to return when they just graduated.
the bond is still there.
i hate my school for depriving me.how can they do THIS!
what the fuck is wrong with them.
i know its damn petty for me to keep mulling over this issue.
but i really feel damn regretful.

it's so amazing how those pictures can tuck at my heartstrings.all those memories.memories.
teacher's day is more of an excuse for us, ex-students to return to school
and catch up with the rest of the peeps.
how we used to do this.
how we survived without each other's company.
how we miss our school so so much.
but i wasnt there.
i wasnt there to see them,teacher's touched facial expressins.
all of those were missed.

i feel like a coward.typical cowardly singaporeans.
sucks.

weather is great today.listening to norah jones makes it better with the rain :)

walao.
jus heard frm sherman that lessons end at 11 on mon.
BUT performance will start only at 2.
how lame n stupid can they get.
teachers day also dun let us off and lock us up in this prison-like school.
fuck the principal.bitch.
keep us for wat.
waste my effing time watch brainless performances.
even sports day oso lock up the school to stop students from escaping.
our lame and stupid can they get.
what the heck.
walao.WALAO.hate my school to the core.

some old random pix taken in june :D

heart heart. trip to redang :) cruise ~*

didnt post some unglam or fatz fatz pix xP

rather satisfied with today.

cos chem SPA was really much better as

compared to all of my previous practices:D

and i got back my SS2 test and WOOTS!

i got a big fat B :D second B n second time

i do not need to go for the retest! woots!

i am aiming for a A for the upcoming CF2 test!

wish me luck :D was really glad cos i expected a max. of C
HEARTS :D

watched abt 1h of tv jus now.

had been long since i watched local teevee alr.

1st tym watching this paris n milan show.

lol.i think only the auntie lucy is worth to watch.

the rest.of the peeps.abit...er...esp the PARIS.

roll eyes.

TaTa

dunno why but pretty happy today:))
hahas.
ate damn lot of foodie today.
literally felt lyk a pig.
but the weird part is i will feel hungry after a few hrs.
weather was lovely.
i witness a guy who killed a poor snail.
he just STEPPED on it.
accidentally of cos.
but the shell was crushed and the whole thing is sad and gross.
school seemed pretty quiet and lifeless today.
whatever.i dun care.
mrs guna is FARNIE.
hahaha.
she said tt she remembers our STRANGE faces.
so we hv to greet her when we see her.
if not she will chase after us.
lame shit.hahas.
bot new coloured pens! :D
whee.
its funny how i can instantly make myself hairpee
with jus such simple things:)

WOOTS.
ball check.
company check.

yepps!
heart na n fish.
heart man for the ball.

if i manage to be god mum.
ishall make sure his name is POMCHI
wat a cute name, POMCHI!

i am so gonna campaign myself to be godmum!hahas
POMCHI WILL LOVE ME.
i BET.

last thurs.
hearts.
that day was lovelie <3

today's dinner menu


-pizza!


-instant mash potato!


-doritos!





OHAMGEEE!!!





damn fat!FAT!


plus this wk not much trg!
i am so gonna die of fatness!
freak.


this pass two weeks hv been pretty great
cos i've got TREE'S company! woots:)
ishantcomment more HERE.
just in case.
but its nice to finally find someone.SOMEONE!



i gotta do well for promos!
RACHELKOK IS GONNA PROMOTE SUCCESSFULLY! >:]
yea?



ccas are gonna stand down soon.
no more opportunity for me boost my fitness lvl! :(


who can go run with me during sept hols?


i need the runs!


n to improve my BALL skills! >:[

this wk's chem SPA!
but besides that everythings still OK.
but chem CA coming up nxt week...
chem n ionic bonding D: sian ji pua :3

THAT DAMN CALL.
seriously.
it triggered the rest of the events.
they came right after each other.
L is the first letter of the word that can best describe how i feel abt myself now.

where did rachel kok went?

had 2 cups of beloved avocado drink this weekend!
love.

the proposal that i watched wif TREE was EVEN BETTER.
go catch it.i can catch it agn <:D
heart it to the core.
althou the critics were...

had peacies dinner.
it was heartwarming.
really needed tt.
but for some reason.
i felt distant.
kinda disconnected, somehow.
oh bother.
but terence was funny.
yep!
he was HILARIOUS.
we his stupid accent, eng difficulties n his fresh new BOOBS!
n his tamil pledge.
lol.
seriously,
dino IS mad.

i wld also lyk to thnk mandy n sandy :)

mandy for diggin ur WR n EOM notes for me
n for treating me EX bbt with cute lil mini pearls. xD hahas

sandy for pei-ing me eat my 2.50 "hot-meat" rice. lol!
n for motivating me!i FEEL motivated seriously!
n for coming down to pei mi wait for HER LATE PARTNER!
heehee..

alrities!

bye my loves!

i am happy today :D

do u feel happy cos i'm happy,
sandy dandy?

hahas.

the main reason being...
i passed my 2.4!
JTTW!
n tree is BACK! :) she was on mc ytd :(
yupps. den phy test i think i can at least pass for the 1st tym!
n i get un chem spa more.
cos norm i jus copy tree's blindly.
like in sec sch... hahas xD
bcos i had to do e mock spa alone wif sum other SG,
i cant really copy:(
or PEEP!hahas.
but i at least UN much much more.
althou cfm e calculations will be screwed!
but, watever!

gonna miss sissy ttm tmr n thurs.
but at least i got stuff to get bz with!
3 down!one more math test to GOOO!
but stil got econs essay:( on edu mkt failure.
which i totally for got n hv no idea abt mkt failure :(
n GP! today another tcher took over.
my god.
i tel u.
SHE IS DAMN GD!
hahahhahas
cos 1stly she is HILARIOUS
2ndly she KNOWS how to teach
vry easy to UN!hahs. UN.anw.
its lyk she can convey info vry easily to us.
n she damn cute de lo.
althou i cant deny the fact tt her voice is a lil irritating.
its SQUEAKY! hahs. but she is billion times better
den tt effin chua bastard/ bitch(cos he is frggin gay) * roll my blardy eyes .

goin to sch myself tmr :(
but it's ok.cos i am hair pee :)
netball trg oso ok:)
cos i m happy:)
anythin will b ok excludin that bastard chua.
stupid.his name is chua SEOW HOR.
ya.seriously i think he is SEOW.mad.
freaking MAD!ok.
hahas.
i ma happy today, effin bastard!

listenin to RADIO! :))
vry long never listen le :'(
hee hee.

today's dinner menu : subway melt plus barley
again.
but i feel lyk eatin anw.
plus j8 got nth tt i feel lyk da-baoing anw.
n i only paid 2.10.
2.10 nia.
hahas,cos got chop-chop.
n redeem my sub:)

bren told me smth ytd tt really creeped me.
i can only sigh.

cant wait to see peacies agn on thurs nite.
n get my hands on my katy perry :DD
wonder wat we eatin...? hmm...


TA TA :)