Monday, February 23, 2009

there is a first to everything.
so don't discourage me but cheer me on.
i am not going to give up so easily,
i've decided to strive hard.



i am a happy person and ziyu is an assbrainer.
she copied her timetable on her econs worksheet.
and dun accuse me.it is self-accliamed.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

When shall we meet again?
In thunder, lightning, or in rain?
When the hurly-burly's done,
When the battle's lost and won.



inching myself away from the past.and moving towards the future.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

HELLO!

feel happy today for some reason:D maybe is because i end a tiny weeny bit earlier today.or maybe everything seems to go on pretty well for me.or also maybe i just feel that i am an inch closer to my class.this sounds pathetic but u noe,rachel's an anti-social.hahas.oh,i dunno.anyway was happy enough to blog and change myblogskin!LOL.felt like bloggin cos wann share happiness mah.realized my blog is pretty dull.as in LITERALLY dull.no colour!hahas.so gonna add more colour in this post.

today supposed to go for CCA try-outs.but i simply just PON-ed it.yippees.JUMP UP AND DOWN AGN.i guess that's just another simple reason why i am like so happy.even thou was dismissed just a little earlier then usual,i felt ecstatic.seriously.jc is just so bz n stuff.so much work to do plus i got loads to revise and catch up.blame it on my in-a-daze habit.oh boy.you know how boring lessons can get.always after my break i will feel so SLEEPY.cant believe it.i never feel THAT slpy in sec sch de lo.zsd.seriously,you know.my eyelids are like so friggin heavy.goodness gracious.hahas.

anyway tomorrow is NANTHINII's birthday.my first friend made in YJ.lol.and she's a INDIAN!no other meanings arh.its e first time i have a quite-close indian friend.not even in kindergarten okay.so...APPLAUDS!hahas.STUPID.oh ya.tok so much n forgot to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAN!hahas.not like she will see this but who cares?its the bloody thot tt counts anw.NAN loves orange colour.she thot i lyk it too.cos i was carryin my orange bag.but i said no.i failed to tell her tt i LIKED orange. <:( nanthinii is a great n good girl.i have absolutely NO idea why i am saying this CRAP.

ytd was pretty hectic for me.cos need to rush econs individual researh work n GP.no more brain power to brainstorm le lo.and partly cos com was like laggin like SIAO!u noe,its like its senile or smth.in the end did GP durin today's break.weehees.1hr break.1st time 1hr break since sec1.or mayb since pri 5.oh watevers.and had canteen fd.but THE stupid me.i forgot wed was ffd(fried fd day).and i went and eat....guess wat.VEGETERIAN.seriously.gdness.

recently was kinda addicted to peach milk tea.peach milk tea arrows to manda soh hui zhen which arrows to sandra lork kai hui which arrows to the fun times we had together which arrows to peacies which arrows to kcp which brings back those...those...longing and homesick-ness.weepweeps.that nostalgic cup of milktea.SUMO rachel,SUMO.if you are wondering what the heck is that,its smth new.(SUMO= shut up and move on)have you ever wondered how lame can HOD of PE get?hahas.

anw.althou 112 is like spli-ted up into diff SGs,but thank god,we stil share 1 thing in common...the usual bench.hahas.i seems to like 112 more AND MORE!!n its gd news.cos i am opening up.hope the BINTAN trip will add petrol to our engine and let our bonds go STRONGER.but hope ,really hope that we wil all get promoted to JC2 successfully,as a class.even thou heard e rumours that it is diff to get promoted in YJ.tts why JY RACHELKOK!,JY.but of cos regarding that small handful of ppl,you know,THAT small handful.i wont SUMO them.instead i will continue to keep on the same track as them,alrite?so no worries.u will never lose me!:'D teary-eyed.

ok.
now.
update on
VALENTINES 09.

man's bday.went to JJ to fetch her:)arent we just SOOO SWEET.hahas.
den went breeks for LATE lunch.not much time to catch up.but ty lina for that flower:)
so sweet of you.lol.apologise on ur bdae pressie n stuff.i will giv it to u e nxt tym we mit which is most prob my bday i guess.or mayb during march hols.hope tt can meet up to study wif man n exchange tips n oso in new full sch u:)but ithink tt will b quite impossible, looking at my timetable.which ultimately sucks.seriously.SUCK TIMETABLE SUCK!

oh.n i am literally PEELING.frm e sunburnt i got durin orientation which is 2 wks ago.end of 1st wk was e face.strtin of 2nd wk was e scalp.which made me look like i got dandruff or smth.3rd wk,which is this wk,its my arms.n i look as if i got rashes.n tis is just shite?hahas.oh wells.n gotta comment..i hv neva gotten this tan b4.but sanmanna were a lil too late too catch it.cos by sat my tan kinda faded after my face peeled.but arms were still pretty tan.i gues tey will hv chance in e future.so no worries honeybunnys!hahas.

on sun,dadnmum were hvin KTV practice session in their rm.wich was an ultra farnie n happyfamilybonding time.WOOTANELLA!it was dad's idea.cos mum's goin kbox wif her colleagues at e end of e mth n she seriously needs practice.she managed to learn 1 song.which is like so wrong.how can you train only one song.i mean KTV is to sing manymanyMANY songs.hahas.but it's really cool.hahas.n me n dad sang the canto song by jacky cheung tgt.(you know why i chose this goldish font colour for jacky cheung?cos it is an oldies song and in chinese,"jin qu"hahas.hope u get wat i mean)apparently when i was in kindergarten i kept singing that song all the time WITH my lovely dad.no wonder it just came to me so naturally!cos i learnt it like 10 yrs ago?

oh! n finished watchin moonlight resonance on sun.it was lovely.love the soundtrack,love the show,love the celebs,love the everything.and becos of this,..... i didnt touched my home wk:)or anything that hlps me academically.i think i need a tutor ppl.any recommendatns?

just recieved a call frm mummy.she said that she n dad wil be late today cos tey are gettin me MY VERY OWN NOTEBOOK!!!woots!this is another reason for me to be HAPPY!even thou it means that i wont b able to eat curry yong tau foo(craving for ytd n today) today.it is worth it.it is also worth it to sacrifice some sleep time tonight!seriously WORTH IT.i thing jus a lil.then will continue on fri n the LOVELY,ALWAYS LOVELY..wkends.

oh n btw,PE SUCKS!MASS PE SUCKS!RUNNING ROUND THE TRACKS SUCK!WHY THE HELL DO JCs HAVE SUCH TREACHEROUS RUNNING TRACKS?!?!?SERIOUSLY,MOE!YOU ARE PUSHING TOOOO HARD!hahas.

another reason for me to be this happy -> no PE tml! but sch ends pretty late.4plus ,5?SUCKS.


this is a very super long post.hope you have the PATIENCE to read every single lil detail inside.patience is a gd moral value.so u shld practice it:)BET sanman wont.but i learnt not to put tooo high hopes on them.esp honeybees who wake up at 2.45pm in e aftnn.anw.was so hyper tt i tok to ppl whom i normally dun tok to on msn!LOL ppl, lol.

n wish gena gd luck for her badminton today.n nan n frenz who r goin for netball today.

toodlenoodles~

Monday, February 9, 2009

shakespeare craze

"Shall I set you up as an archery target,Benedick?"he teased.

"I'm already a target, my lord,"said Benedick, grinning broadly, "and all the arrows that struck me were fired by cupid!"




lubishindeair
Finally got thru san's fone!!!!:'D

....but what's the use..

she didnt pick up agn..

























CNY photos!! :D
enjoy,peeps!
hello!!!

sigh sigh.1st few days of jc life was like shite.but of cos it got better as the days passed.but still miss kcp AND kcpians alot alot.seriously.its lyk i suddenly fell out of my comfort zone and start havin this nightmare of me getting lost in a maze.i should really learn how to adapt to a new environment more quickly.and of cos make many many new friends.must learn to be independent and more sociable.luckily for me, i got some kcpians at yj.one thing abt yj is that we are alreadyposted to our permanent class on the vry 1st day of sch,regardless of wat subject combi you will choose.well,dere are gd n bad points.

was kinda sian and depressed on the 1st wk.everyone seems to be bz with their own stuff and some IDIOT changed her mind on her bloody route.THAT actually dampened my already damp feelings even further.but hurrays.everything is improving.my OGL say i vry lazy cos i seldom participate.but that wasnt the reason.i felt lost and didnt had the courage to move a single step.it was really difficult.new environment and everything.mis the old days.ididnt mind takin o levels agn cos i had the company of my dear friends and felt comfortable in kcp,my 2nd home.

katy perry's "thinking of you" really described how i was feeling.really suitable.except that the fact that "YOU"was refering to KCP n my DARLS.

Thinking Of You lyrics.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it
I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes
I'd like to stay...


yepps.igh.but i told myself that this is a phase in life and i will encounter more of these kinda situations in the future.learn to live without closed ones and learn to be INDEPENDENT.make new friends,bitch.although i do miss thm alot alot and they always sound so sian in smses.i will jiayous.

another weird thing is that nobody sems to be able to contact sandra lork.she's never online since fri i think.neva turn up in sch.phoone is always off.when call her hse she either slpin or etc.jus cant pick up the phone.really worried.thot she might update her blog.but its still pretty backdated.gosh.man's bdae is in 5 days time and is really looking forward to seeing her and everything.oh my gosh.i wanna tell them EVERYTHING!ANYTHING!LAUGH LOUDLY!TALK ABOUT ANYTHING UNDER OUR FAV SUN!planner misses the agent manys.


SUPER tan now.gosh..eek!i think its the tannest i've ever gotten.got sch uniform today:)althou dunno if its smth i ought to be happy about hahas.112!!!

love kcp forever!

rachelkok<3

*PS. strtin to love arashi.goodness.ARGH!!!help ME!

Saturday, February 7, 2009


i already recieved my birthday present from heaven.
its my first present i recieved this year.
and it was the rain.:)
its been pouring since 1st of march.
hope it will continue everyday for the whole of march:)