Saturday, June 27, 2009

RIP,MJ!

REST IN PEACE,
MICHAEL JACKSON! :')


mtv 12nn MJ mvs! today n tmr! dun miss it!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

lovely grey skies




this few days are filled with greyish skies and slight drizzles.the perfect weather to go to beaches...


to me its the best time to go to beaches:)weird but i lyk overcast beaches..


but i cant go.sadly.oh wells.nevermind..

EVERYONE LOVES TRANSFORMERS!! WOOOOW!!


caught TRANSFORMERS- REVENGED OF THE FALLEN yesterday at 6.30pm Lido ;D this movie is SUPERB!hahas.
Shia is WOO~
BEE IS SUPER CUTE N FUNNY!
Megan is really HOT too! she really deserves the title of being the hottest girl of this year or smth.lol.
the autobots are also AS CUTE N FUNNY AS EVER!
sam's parents are as dumb as ever!
n some parts are really damn funny!
hahhas. but still some parts still a lil fake n like can see some flaws,sadly :( n the crowd cheered after the movie n at some parts when the autobots crashed the decepticons.n a handful of babies kept crying during the movie la.piangs.so diaos.hahas.oh man! the show just ROCKS! what the hell.i m gettin it man!

besides the movie,went to kino n isetan to get my stationeries n guess what!i found my pencil!my sec1 till sec 4 still surviving pencil n suddenly broke down n died!den my sis wanna get exactly the same one as me la!piangs!there are so many better ones n she just dun wan N JUS HAVE TO GET THAT ONE!THAT FRIGGIN COLOUR! seriously!n her attitude is gonna drive me nuts.tsk!n got stickers n a morning glory writing bookie :) i think i m pencil crazy recently.i nearly went on a pencil-spending spree ytd.GOD! n u know nice,prettaye,unique pencils dun come cheap!in e end i still stuck to practical,conventional pencils.not cute lil ones in VIBRANT colours.man!i regret!n its on offer for christ's sake!boo.

had lunch at AH YAT SEAFOOD RESTAURANT.cos 50% off dim sum ;) lovely. mum ordered chilli crab cos it was cheap.lyk 20 bucks after discount. although its weird eatin crab WITH dim sums:) but it was lovely.

was supposed to go there ourselves-me n sis.BUT dad called n say he can fetch us!n we were actually at j8 with manda darling!zsd.we just c her for 5 mins n rushed back home!bloody hell!sigh. but its okay la.

n saw sppoooooon at our busstop to j8.hahas.she was on her way to her pop corn world;D

n i am so gonna b dead meat cos i haven studied for the whole hols n 4 more days to block test.sing joy to the world with me to gimme ur support! :(

realised i wrote the sequence of ytd's happenings backwards!well cos transformers really ROCKED MY SOUL!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

This is a really really REALLY old song.but really really REALLY nice and lovely..

i listen to rod stewart's version though. I think its better.. hehes ^.^

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

okay den lovelies:) at karin's plc now :) ponned chem remedial xP JTTW.playin Wii and i did this wii fitness test thing n i am 79 yrs old according to it! EXCLAMATION MARKKKS!!!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

as the end of the june hols are drawing near,i am seriously getting more n more depressed.

LOCKED UP IN A PRISON CELL




just had a peculiar dream last night!hahas.

it all started in one lecture hall where i was attending some lessons and was really anticipating what will happen after the lecture.-to meet up with my peeps! :) after the lecture headed down to the canteen n it turned out to b kcp canteen.its lyk most of the peacies were dere including the guys.it's like an un-announced meeting.everyone was having lunch, talking etc.just hanging out.den i wanted to go out with my peeps. as usual, our plans to go out are not cfm-ed kind but meet up anw.hahas.den cos after sch den it was pretty late alr.like 4 plus.there was the afternoon sun dere shining.therefore sandra as usual was too lazy to go out. so i begged noren.den she was fine.den cos i wanted to go home quickly(venue suddenly became kcp)n put down smth.cos so late so i wanted to do stuff quickly so i told noren i quickly go bk 1st while she walk slowly towards my plc.den she looked puzzled n apparently she forgot how to go dere.which was a lil dissapointing.1st disappointment was cos of sandy.2nd was this.den nvm.den we walked bk tgt n apparently my sis was abt to hv tuition.den noren jus made a casual comment tt she was supposed to hv tuition now,mayb she shld go bk home for tuition.n i felt triple disappointment rushing all over me.

ok.this is a stupid and ridiculous post.but it showed me how much i miss my peeps!even in my bloody dreams!i miss them.brenda was dere!everyone!even that stupid dino was dere!n i miss kcp!even if i try hiding the fact tt i seem to have been able to take my mind off them.they come back in my DREAMS.jesus christ.if i continue being grounded i m afraid i can only see them during the eoy hols.which is SUPAAA sad considering the fact that we spent almost everyday tgt throughout the past 3-4 years.and that is plainly sad.SAD.
tata for now.
P.S COME VISIT ME!

Monday, June 15, 2009

captain jus msg-ed a long msg to ask if we want to participate in street netball this sat n sun.oh dear.my tresured weekends!but.i dunno wat to say.i fail guilty to reject but.i think it'll b a waste of time esp for me.considering the fact tt i cant even get e basics.n its from 9am to 5pm.it's like highlighting the boredom i will suffer.n its the bloody weekends.y did i stupidly entered netball.i feel so lousy man!

why exactly do i keep complaining and not do anything abt it?truly, i am a loser.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

okay.maybe not RJ but RI.whatever man!it's equally terrifying!wish me good luckies at 4.30PM ltr on!cross ur fingies wherever you are<:] god!

sry sandy n nana, caught night at the museum 2.wasnt really gd thou.it just aint funny enough for me i guess.hahas.i dunno.mayb it was due to the mood i was in when watching.i apologise agn!

watched some movie on hallmark just now:) mom at sixteen. niceee;D n touching:]

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

oh gawd!!!

I'M STARTING DREADFUL TUITION SESSIONS FROM TMR NIGHT!KILL ME!SERIOUSLY DREAD TUITION!AND HE GRADUATED FROM RJ WHICH MAKES THINGS WORSE!I MIGHT JUST SHOCK HIM WITH MY STUPIDITY!MY BASICS ARE LIKE SO WEAK!OH MAN!I DUN WANNA FACE THOSE "HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO SCRAPE THRU O LVLS"EXPRESSION IN THEIR EYES....sigh.. i dunno.i dun even noe wat ask him!its too fast!god:(

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

i just screwed up my life

HELLO :] *strained smile.

mum just broke the news ytd at 8.47pm that i am only allowed to go out once for the entire holiday.everybody rejoice with me!WOOHOO!what exactly is the point of A HOLIDAY.can sombody just bloody explain the meaning of HOLIDAY?!?wtf.she's just urging me to be rebellious."hey rachie darling,pls be a rebellious kid."wat the heck.

thanks loads to dad,he persuaded mum to let me go out ONE more time with my frens.fullstop.at first her that ONE fucking time to go out was with my coussies.just to catch a muvee plus lunch.the end:D*fake smile.aint tt F-U-N,FUN?!?

WTH!hello dere?i am friggin 17?not a 14 year old kid anymore?are you freaking trapped in a time machine or smth? i'm supposed to inform u i'm goin out not askin for ur BLOOODY permission.pls!

& i freaking know i gotta study!u dun hv to remind me every hour."studying" pops in my mind every second.i dun need a second reminder while i am reminding myself at the friggin same time.

i seriously lost my motivation to continue my studies in a freaking jc,what more MY jc.which i know i will retain.what's the point.if i retain,it makes it 3 years of studies.3 years of tremendous torture.torture meaning not being to study stuff that i like,no freakin passion in what i am studying in,dun enev see in studying in AND to go thru 3 years of physical torment.& in the end not being able to meet the criteria of getting into visual comm in the U.

however,if i just entered visual comm. right from the beginning, i wouldnt have to go thru all these shit!!!!!i hv passion, i enjoy working hard to reach my goal.at least there IS a reason fro me to work so damn freakin hard.

HAIS.wells...i dunno..

Sunday, June 7, 2009

to dearest MANDY LOVE <3


finding this picture was pretty tedious. & it reminded me of how long is it since i saw her. since i took pictures with her. ahh~ memories.. heart pain arh!!!

well. here to dedicate a post just for YOU! :) cheer upps!
although i am seriously not an ideal person you shld b coming to to seek consolation but nevertheless,thx for showing ur trust in me.& i am vry berry sure u will get over it! we shld meet up and find ways to GET OVER IT!"it"....HAHA! okay.hope to see u super soonie!
BULLHEARTSCHIHUAHUA


hehes.i am back peeps!to address to those who didnt know anything, i just came back frm a cruisey to redang. well honestly. i didnt really enjoyted it la.partially is becos of the fact that it was flooded with an army of XXX and also partly cos of smth else.but if i were to go with sandra,manda n lina...i tell u..e outcome wld b lyk WOOHOO!!!!ohmans.i jus miss them.i miss my frens:(
& by the way,the army of XXX jus fucked up the whole thing.seriously man, high illiteracy rate mans.wat an effing army.shldnt say more.
caught terminator salvation.well.not my kinda muvee.I WANT MY NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM!!!INEEDTOLAUGH!NEED TO RESUME MY STUPID IDEAS OF FUN AND MAKE HELL LOT OF FUN!
watched bridewars continued with penelope after that.both shows are pretty lovely.loved it!maybe cos i long for such stuff.and i LOVE the interior design of the rooms in penelope.walao.COOL STUFF THEY GOT THERE!ilove jame mcavoy's hse!rocks!
SANMANNA!!!PLEASE~ INEEDFUN AND LAUGHTER! RED ALARM! EE-OOO- EEE -OOOO!! EMERGENCEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!