walao.
jus heard frm sherman that lessons end at 11 on mon.
BUT performance will start only at 2.
how lame n stupid can they get.
teachers day also dun let us off and lock us up in this prison-like school.
fuck the principal.bitch.
keep us for wat.
waste my effing time watch brainless performances.
even sports day oso lock up the school to stop students from escaping.
our lame and stupid can they get.
what the heck.
walao.WALAO.hate my school to the core.

some old random pix taken in june :D

heart heart. trip to redang :) cruise ~*

didnt post some unglam or fatz fatz pix xP

rather satisfied with today.

cos chem SPA was really much better as

compared to all of my previous practices:D

and i got back my SS2 test and WOOTS!

i got a big fat B :D second B n second time

i do not need to go for the retest! woots!

i am aiming for a A for the upcoming CF2 test!

wish me luck :D was really glad cos i expected a max. of C
HEARTS :D

watched abt 1h of tv jus now.

had been long since i watched local teevee alr.

1st tym watching this paris n milan show.

lol.i think only the auntie lucy is worth to watch.

the rest.of the peeps.abit...er...esp the PARIS.

roll eyes.

TaTa

dunno why but pretty happy today:))
hahas.
ate damn lot of foodie today.
literally felt lyk a pig.
but the weird part is i will feel hungry after a few hrs.
weather was lovely.
i witness a guy who killed a poor snail.
he just STEPPED on it.
accidentally of cos.
but the shell was crushed and the whole thing is sad and gross.
school seemed pretty quiet and lifeless today.
whatever.i dun care.
mrs guna is FARNIE.
hahaha.
she said tt she remembers our STRANGE faces.
so we hv to greet her when we see her.
if not she will chase after us.
lame shit.hahas.
bot new coloured pens! :D
whee.
its funny how i can instantly make myself hairpee
with jus such simple things:)

WOOTS.
ball check.
company check.

yepps!
heart na n fish.
heart man for the ball.

if i manage to be god mum.
ishall make sure his name is POMCHI
wat a cute name, POMCHI!

i am so gonna campaign myself to be godmum!hahas
POMCHI WILL LOVE ME.
i BET.

last thurs.
hearts.
that day was lovelie <3

today's dinner menu


-pizza!


-instant mash potato!


-doritos!





OHAMGEEE!!!





damn fat!FAT!


plus this wk not much trg!
i am so gonna die of fatness!
freak.


this pass two weeks hv been pretty great
cos i've got TREE'S company! woots:)
ishantcomment more HERE.
just in case.
but its nice to finally find someone.SOMEONE!



i gotta do well for promos!
RACHELKOK IS GONNA PROMOTE SUCCESSFULLY! >:]
yea?



ccas are gonna stand down soon.
no more opportunity for me boost my fitness lvl! :(


who can go run with me during sept hols?


i need the runs!


n to improve my BALL skills! >:[

this wk's chem SPA!
but besides that everythings still OK.
but chem CA coming up nxt week...
chem n ionic bonding D: sian ji pua :3

THAT DAMN CALL.
seriously.
it triggered the rest of the events.
they came right after each other.
L is the first letter of the word that can best describe how i feel abt myself now.

where did rachel kok went?

had 2 cups of beloved avocado drink this weekend!
love.

the proposal that i watched wif TREE was EVEN BETTER.
go catch it.i can catch it agn <:D
heart it to the core.
althou the critics were...

had peacies dinner.
it was heartwarming.
really needed tt.
but for some reason.
i felt distant.
kinda disconnected, somehow.
oh bother.
but terence was funny.
yep!
he was HILARIOUS.
we his stupid accent, eng difficulties n his fresh new BOOBS!
n his tamil pledge.
lol.
seriously,
dino IS mad.

i wld also lyk to thnk mandy n sandy :)

mandy for diggin ur WR n EOM notes for me
n for treating me EX bbt with cute lil mini pearls. xD hahas

sandy for pei-ing me eat my 2.50 "hot-meat" rice. lol!
n for motivating me!i FEEL motivated seriously!
n for coming down to pei mi wait for HER LATE PARTNER!
heehee..

alrities!

bye my loves!

i am happy today :D

do u feel happy cos i'm happy,
sandy dandy?

hahas.

the main reason being...
i passed my 2.4!
JTTW!
n tree is BACK! :) she was on mc ytd :(
yupps. den phy test i think i can at least pass for the 1st tym!
n i get un chem spa more.
cos norm i jus copy tree's blindly.
like in sec sch... hahas xD
bcos i had to do e mock spa alone wif sum other SG,
i cant really copy:(
or PEEP!hahas.
but i at least UN much much more.
althou cfm e calculations will be screwed!
but, watever!

gonna miss sissy ttm tmr n thurs.
but at least i got stuff to get bz with!
3 down!one more math test to GOOO!
but stil got econs essay:( on edu mkt failure.
which i totally for got n hv no idea abt mkt failure :(
n GP! today another tcher took over.
my god.
i tel u.
SHE IS DAMN GD!
hahahhahas
cos 1stly she is HILARIOUS
2ndly she KNOWS how to teach
vry easy to UN!hahs. UN.anw.
its lyk she can convey info vry easily to us.
n she damn cute de lo.
althou i cant deny the fact tt her voice is a lil irritating.
its SQUEAKY! hahs. but she is billion times better
den tt effin chua bastard/ bitch(cos he is frggin gay) * roll my blardy eyes .

goin to sch myself tmr :(
but it's ok.cos i am hair pee :)
netball trg oso ok:)
cos i m happy:)
anythin will b ok excludin that bastard chua.
stupid.his name is chua SEOW HOR.
ya.seriously i think he is SEOW.mad.
freaking MAD!ok.
hahas.
i ma happy today, effin bastard!

listenin to RADIO! :))
vry long never listen le :'(
hee hee.

today's dinner menu : subway melt plus barley
again.
but i feel lyk eatin anw.
plus j8 got nth tt i feel lyk da-baoing anw.
n i only paid 2.10.
2.10 nia.
hahas,cos got chop-chop.
n redeem my sub:)

bren told me smth ytd tt really creeped me.
i can only sigh.

cant wait to see peacies agn on thurs nite.
n get my hands on my katy perry :DD
wonder wat we eatin...? hmm...


TA TA :)

can someone enlighten me with the symptons of stress?
i just realised i've got a pimpim on my scalp.
cos i accidentally scratched it, n it hurts :(
hahas.anw.today was sinful.
cos i was supposed to be locked up at home.
but i was out at jurong.HAVING FUN.
i decorated cakes n bought new cute lovelie socks :))
so cute ok.
i think i m soon gettin in love with art box alr.
n pls help me!!!
piccas nxt tym.
gonna wear my socks on thurs n show u guys:DD
hopefully sandy love can make it :(
the comin week gonna be super stressful n irritatin etc etc etc.
but i will survive.yeah?

at mac's studying or should i say projectwork-ing.lol
extra time den study!
god nxt week's gonna be damn busy n stressed.
i am so gonna hate nxt tues to the apple core.
but at least i've got happy stuff to look forward to ;DD
thurs dinner wif peacies [not to mention right after my math test]
sat going for my natsu matsuri wif zihui n ziyu. loveloves ;)
hair PEE!

woots.
it's lyk i was supposed to stay home cos gotta b online for pw.
i ended up in jurong point NOW to use e wireless@sg :)
cos daddy say got extension n wanna check it out :)
munchin on mcwings n fries now :)
N i spotted a soft n a lil burnt fry! wooots!
preying on it ;]
hee hees


BRENDA got me my belated bday pressie!!
heart my huangshang to e apple core :DD

n e best part is me n sissy wanted to go macs study while dad n mum go walk :)
instead of stayin at homie.. :DD

k.CIAO

today's a day to remember!
hoot hoot! not because of what i done today.
today is uber boring.
but because... i finally cleared my mind.
if u noe what i mean.
i feel SUPER relieved!
arent u happy for me?


my lovely "furnie" girl ;D

YAY!! emailed san love on sat:)
n her reply sorted out my mind.
vry glad n grateful:)

n proud to announce to her... ...
I HAVE GOTTEN OVER IT!!!!
congratulate me love!
so u can erase everything tt i said to u on sat!
EVERYTHING! :DD

i feel hairpee & reeleaf-ed!

i know u love me,
xoxo
rachel kok ;D

hahas.

yesterday was rather lovely.
RATHER.
rather because...
meeting up with sandy was lovely.
but idk what was stopping me from screaming.
screaming as in. ranting n basically being noisy- myself.
i've had so much in mind but i was jus unable to thrash them all out.
the examples to prove my points jus went poof!
n disapparated from ly tiny weeny brain.

althou i still managed to comment abt that weird WEIRD.
& i jus missed out 2 points/ examples that i could hv said:(

ytd pw was...more fruitful then usual..

netball this coming wed is hvin a friendly.
and at 7pm at RP.
no way i am going.
i jus told her i got smth on at 8 plus.
n its not weird to hv smth on at 8 plus anw.
its rather realistic cos cca's not supposed to be THAT late.
i dun friggin care abt wat they think anymore.
whether if i am the lousiest or the fattest of them.
i heck liao.
at least i know i've got SAN MAN NA FISH MIN to make me
HAIRPEE! friggin HAPPY no matter what we do.
because of them, there's a reason to live... *nod nod.
alrities. i can SAY, DO, WHATEVER in front of them FREELY.
i dun need to think b4 i tok.i miss THAT freedom.

smth special abt my relationship wif san love is that..
we dun really hv to tok much n we know what the other one is thinkin or the action we will do.
i didnt hv to finish my sentence...

anw.for man's info.
i told san abt THAT alr.
hahas. n dun go ard discussin abt it behind my back.
u nasty little elves n fairies!
hahs.

i felt lyk a blob.infact I AM A BLOB.
was damn full on fri night.n was damn full ytd lun-ner (lunch cum dinner)
n SUPPER!
oh man...
i am gettin fat le la..
i ate at thai express on fri nite with ZQ :)
n cartel wif san on sat. <3333 n it was friggin much!!!!
den had claypot for supper xP gdness

oh mans.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY btw:)

I HATE EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT MY SCH.
i miss kcp:( i miss kcpians:( i miss my sch canteen:(

sandy love was tokin abt the possibility of her transferring to a live journal.
after much thought, i think i feel like swopping to a live journal too!
i alr thot of the grps of ppl i m gonna allow for what kinda posts!


I NEED TO SCREAM OUT LOUD..jus that i got a sore throat <:)


waitin for sandy to post the lovely fotos of me n her.... heart hearts.
cant wait for two weeks ltr..
PEACIES GATHERING!!! wootsieday.
& NATSU MATSURI
n nxt week's excursion to a cemetery :)

I'm in blacks n greys recently...feeling down:(
I need u guys..please!!! Everything us boring me.
Can u please stop being so paranoid?! fuck.
Waitin for my pw members at tpy cc.diaos.
I haven't been doin much on my part.Whatever.
But won't b meetin any of my lovelies.which is sad.
Plain SAD!

got the urge to hire lina for one day,tmr..
for my outing wif ZQ <:)
but...
hahas.jus saying nia.BYE

nothing is better than good ol' crappy talks with ur lovelies...
hahahahs.
the letters of "walieu" sing, "together we make a difference.."
to make the convo more interesting with an additional swear.
n stops singin abruptly cos they forgot the lyrics to the national day song ~


crapping with aliens <3~

hello~

got mc for pe so no netball trg today!
was supposed to rush home for tuition
but my stupid hottie tutor postponed it to tmr.
piangs. damn irritatin.
he called me when i was alr on the 54 sum more.
if i havent boarded e bus den i can go meet karin love.
but, sigh.
hahas.
dunno y.weather not that hot but kept sweating lyk MAD! :(

yupps... hope mum allows me to go ou tis fri :'/

packing my bag now-ZZZZZ

hehes.

omg.

i just high-ed with the wrong amandas.
piangs.
so paiseh.
please hide my RED face.
HAHAHA!!

nite-z babayes! WOOO!

when i was just a little girl,
i ask my mother what will i be.
will i be pretty? will i be rich?
here's what she said to me..
que sera sera..
what ever will be, will be..
the future's not our's to see..
que sera sera..
what will be, will be..

hahas.suddenly felt like singing it.
cos a lil high now.
lame shite.
anw.
happy cos i got a friggin B for math..

"finallly!"

but the est of the class passed this time round...
soo...it's not vry great...
but still :D
hee hee hees :))

anw.
another song...
was cyber-singin wif mandy love:)

hakuna matata
what a wonderful phrase
hakuna matata
aint no passin phrase
it means no worries
for the rest of ur days!
its our problem free
philosophy~
hakuna matata~

cant wait for FRI xP
zhiqian owes me a meal or hamburger <3

ELLO~

AHH~ this skin is much better den e one i changed on sat n sun :)

i called in sick today!
woots!
hiakhiakhiaks.
oh man.
this "hiakhiakhiaks" thing is gonna be stuck to me.
hahas.
anw.

hairpeehairpee :)
was terribly giddy n uncomfortable last nite.
hence, sch wk wasnt finished.
n this morning stil felt weirdly floaty n a lil giddy n felt a lil puky.
so...
I AM ABS FROM SCH

so here to blog abt whether today's lessons are worth to be abs for:)

1st lesson - GP

ok.it's damn worth it cos
the ONLY thing that he is best at is WASTE MY FRIGGIN TIME.
plus GP is like frm 8.10 to 11.10.
THREE HOURS.

2nd lesson - PHY LECTURE

er..its ok to miss this la.
cos phy can self study.
plus this lecturer teach damn fast.
it'll be the same without my presence.

BREAK

3rd lesson - PHY TUTORIAL

another waste-my-time tutor.

5th lesson - CHEM TUTORIAL

was supposed to hv a class test on chem eq.
HA!
i get to miss it!
HA! HAHAHAHAHA!
it's only marked as "DAILY WORK"
so.wth.heh heh heh.
damn happy i'm missing this.
i dun have to feel damn sad when i dun un the stuffs she explains to us abt :)
ok.
this is bad,

4h lesson - MATH

waaa.this i m damn sad.
cos.my math tcher is kinda a gd tcher.
at least i understands what she teaches.
n its friggin SS2 she's gonna teach!
this is the only lesson that is worth attendin today.

LAST LESSON - econs

haven did his essay yet.
so..
tee hees.
hahas.

off to the clinic ;D

Feasting on a sinful piece of chocolate mousse cake on a windy saturday afternoon.
home alone.
feel so proud of myself for turning down the offer by my parents.
they want me go jb with them.
i am just so popular.
hahas.
no la.just didn't have the mood.
needed some alone time.
but i gave them a lame excuse.
i need study.


i guess i will b home alone for the whole day today.
hopefully?
its fun :) & care free.
do anything,anywhere,anytime.
oh man! i miss my pkt lemon barley now.
my kcp lemon barley recesses are long gone :(

ANW.
cant wait for friday's arrival
i AM finally going out with ZHIQIAN!!!
great chances for piccas:)
watchin 3D UP!
WOOHOO!
WOOTSIEDAY!
YIP YIP!
MY DOUGHFACED SCOUT!!

tata

FRIDAY THE 31ST <3

Should i say finally? I think i shouldnt.
I SHOULD SCREAM IT OUT LOUD.

FINALLY!!!!!

hahas. i finally managed to take the flyer & watch harry potter.
YEPPS! :) i have been wanting to go on the flyer ever since the start of 2008.
& thought harry potter would come out end of last year.

just to update.
ytd was a pretty great day in sch.
cos of the fact sch ended at 12.40!
joy to the world!
be jealous, mates!
HAHAHAHA~

had phy test 1st thing in the morn at 7.40!!
but who cares if u hv to come to sch one hour earlier if u get to go out ltr after sch.
hiaks(x3)

den 1hr break where i drank my blueberry&cranberry juice that helps me shit.
hahahahhs.ok.so paiseh.
den 1 hr of chem lecture which left me in "huh?"s.
hahas.
den phy mock SPA for 1h15min.
teehees.



THEN SCH JUST ENDED LIKE THAT!


anyway.
actually PLANNED to go out with mandy love.
but wth.
she could only meet me at friggin 5plus.
lyk FOR WHAT sia so late.
SUAN LE.
hahas.

so i scouted for ppl to go out with me the whole of break time & chem lecture,
scrolling down my contacts..
all of them made me disappointed with their replies:(
i even asked my coussie if she's free can.

when the miracles began...

THEN I ASKED KXM!

n...YEPPS! timing was so perfect summore.

cos she ends at 1.

by the time she reached city hall will be ard 1.30 plus.

hahas.

althou i was released at 12.40.in fact 12.20 de lo.
*roll eyes.
i only left sch at 12.55.sucks.
n so i chiong-ed n headed straight to NYP to get cash frm nana
cos forgot bring cas xP oopsies.
(1st tym dere n goin ALONE :))
felt so proud of myself.
walao damn hot lo.i reached the entrance at 1.05:)
i feel so pro at walking fast.
hahahahs.
ANW.den kept walking to NOWHERE den finally SPOTTED nana love
in a neon blue polo n my GLEAMING 50 dollars note!
hahas.

the weather is so obviously damn friggin hot n nana love can still ask
"why are u persiring so much?"
well, this is why i love her.
for asking the obvious n seriously oblivious to WHY.
hahas.
DEN brisk-walk-ed out of NYP
n SPOTTED to yj peeps enterin to sch.
stared at each other for 1 split sec n carried on with our own business.
walao.kena blister cos walked to briskly.
hahas.
stupid shoe.


den headed straight for CITY HALL.
n reached at 1.55.
i said to meet at 2.
so technically i wasnt late.
i was EARLY.
its jus tt kxm was earliER.hahas.
no la.hahas.
its my fault for not gettin cash.
but mayb it was fate.
cos i miss nana.
so the "tian" let me c her.
hahahs.LAME SHIT.


anw.
spotted that familiar face in 4LOVE class tee.
gdness gracious.
aiya.althou i was in sch u.
oso hao bu dao na li qu.
but.she didnt even bothered to bring her WALLET,
what more a BAG.
jus a stupid plastic file.
hahas.


den we scouted for plasters for my plaster frm guardian to watsons to
a alr closed down mini toons.hahas.
in e end i gave up n we headed to the flyer for
our lovely lunchie:)
& flyer ride.


TREE went too:)
but i guess different timing n stuff la..
shldnt elaborate much abt her.
hahas.cos it aint impt.hahahahah.

was super high during the ride!
n i think the ANG-MOHs were kinda amused by my.., u know, ME.
hahas.
but got cheena poks dere too.
eek.
but hope i brightened up their day with my laughters.
hahas.


oh wait.
did i mentioned i was DAMN DAMN happy that someone WAS FREE?!?!
okay.I WAS DAMN HAPPY.
hahas.plus i haven got her her bday pressie.
so JUST NICE sia.i treated lovely alien DAUPOK to FLYER!
damn fun.
i just talked like i used to talk.
i havent talk so much and laughed n feel so euphoric for super long alr.
i felt like a bird being released into the BIG BIG blue sky~
can u believe it?
end at 12.40 n no one to hang out with?
life is just plain sad.
but XM saved my sad life n revived it!
JTTW~
headed to popeyes.
n we loved it .
esp our BISCUITS!n we jus camwhored all the way from marina to the flyer.
super long neva camwhore untill so jialat alr.hahs.
jus took pix ANYWHERE, ANYTIME.
plus got xm's secondary cam.
who will miss the chance!?
hahas.

"u know it is not exactly good that the camera is vry clear.... cos i t exposes all my pimples.."

HAHAHAHs. ok.

who else can it be.

ME.i said tt.

RAndoMs.

n the jap/korean tourists frm the cabin in front were waving at us.

hahas.n we thot the orange guy was like a lil kid so we waved.

but ltr we saw him stood up n he was...

2 words..

FRIGGIN TALL.
so paiseh can.

n xm's laughter jus reverberated the glass panels of the cabin.

jus lyk tt.

hahahs.

whats the point of taking too closed up if u didnt hv to.

i mean.its the view we are interested in up there.

not THE beautiful FACES.

her legs went JELLO xD hahahas.

pretty lovely view i shld say.

but not worth 20plus.

10 is the best price!

hehes.

i dun look so fat here rite :)

EMO-ing :) hahas.
drawing heart shapes in a corner if the cabin.

hahahs.
i can jus hear bren sayin,"bu yao lei leh"

me n xm's vegetable plantation :)

YEAH!

IR in the background.

ignore the one in the foreground.

hahas.

i look stupid.

GIFT SHOP!

random:)

toilet trip b4 ride :)

marina to flyer:)

i look like a 10 years old kid here.my GOSH!

thx to the hair parting!

anw emphasis is on the lovely background :)

$10 tix promo till eoy :)

imagine if all peacies go...

den we can have the whole cabin to ourselves n do stupid things:)

hee hee hee

damn happy to see her AGN!

sm admiring my trotters;D

after the ride, it was time to sing "wee wee, all the way home"
it was fated for us to go tgt ytd cos we both had straght buses home :)den we did stupid kiddie leggie actions with our legs.

hahas. n 56 came!

den i jumped down lyk a kiddie n boarded the bus.

blame it on my short trotters for not being able to touch the ground.

ytd was back to my happy kiddie childish days in kcp times:)lovely.

had to head back cos got a movie to catch at 6.30 at orchard.

had to go bk bishan bathe n head bk to town agn :)

its lovely to hv such an crammed-pack-eventful day:)

bus ride was superb cos it was perfectly empty:)

n it was the more ol' fashioned air con buses that i hardly take anymore :')

all thnks to technology advancements.

but anw.there was only 3 peeps ,including me,when i boarded :)

n the aftn sun soaked me in

n i auto-switched to the right mood.

my iphone shuffle songs were coincidentally suitable too:)

passed tpy etc.jus simply brought back memories.

edited all pix xm sent during the ride bk:)

reached bishan at ard 5.10?
den.aiya timing were all jus right:)

den headed out to catch harry potter(finally) with sissy at cine.

pretty empty cinema :)

n it was friggin 2.5 hrs.

i cant believed i survived.

cos my back ached.

hahas.

its lyk went i got up to leave i reealised i had this great tangle in my hair

due to the squirming-in-the-cinema-seat.

hahas.

its lyk when i entered the cinema it was day time,

but when i left it was pretty late n some shops were closed alr.

hahas.

but on a whole.

the movie was still alright la.

i mean.

it was too mild.

except for the part when they went to retrieve the horcrux.

walao.i expected the hand to grab him de lo.

PLEASE.i read the bk.

but i stil jumped when he was grabbed.

mygod.stupid sound effects.

hahas.

but the storyline abit sian n stuff.

but to think i felt "ok"thru out the movie

was most prob due to the "grey-scale-ness"of the muvie.

hahas.

cos i love tt kinda setting :)

lovelies.

n the waves splashing onto the cliff:)

fake but.wth.nice sia.imagine the breeze n the weather.

woots!

whatever.
i rate 1.5 - 2 stars nia.

hahas.

book is DEFINITELY better.

dined at pastamania for dinner.

so sinful.popeyes plus baked rice!

hahas.

but it was a fantastically lovely day.

tried bloggin de lo ytd when reach home.

den walao.

lazy tok.

load the friggin fotos until dc-ed.

i jus spent another 3 hrs to finish this post can.

walieu!

hahas.

i just simply HATE changing blog skins.
its lyk so damn friggin mafan can.
walao..

TROUBLESOME!!

groans...