There's always a FIRST to everything.

Today is friday.

& my timetable is somewhat.. sucky.
on fridays.
So it's not TGIF for me.
It's more of like WGIFA.
(Why,God,It's Friday Already!?)

O..K.
Let me tell you why.
On fridays,
I have to wake up at 6.
& reach school by 8.30am.
This class ends at 11.30am.
BUT next class starts at 15.30.
HOO-HAA.
dunno how to spend that 4hours.

So today,
i intended to stay in sch for THAT 4 hours
BUT i intended not to.
cos i nearly fell asleep during my morning class
& i needed to hype up myself.
OR the aftnn class will be another HELL.

So i hopped on the bus to west mall.
AND i finally got to have lunch alone :D
I know, to many of  you out there,
lunching alone is like for loners and outcasts or whatever.
But to me,
it's kinda enjoyable?
& it made me feel independent.
After experiencing many disappointments when it comes to finding people to simply hang out with,
it made me wanna learn how to not rely on people.
if i can do it alone, why not?

& from time to time,
i've actually grown to enjoy n like it :)
It feels challenging in a way and after finally conquering that obstacle,
you just can't help but feel satisfied with yourself :)

ANW,
today i went to eat pastamania's MEATBALLS for lunch.
was craving for that ever since katherine ate it like nxt to me.
Like piping hot, AND NXT TO ME!
So i succumbed to my temptations n had that for pastamania to lunch alone:)
couldn't help but notice a few peeps looking at me eating alone.
HOHO.
I AM BRAVE ;)
& i felt pleased.

After the lunch, i took my back pack n headed to jurong point.
HOOHOO!
n bought the lip stain that i've been wanting for sooo long.
n that eye make up base.
They freaking totalled up to 40+
mad.
but i couldnt get them off my mind so i jus got it.

Next, i wanted to go to the bank to change my addy
but the Q was neverending and i didn't wanna waste my time Q-ing.
So i jus went to get hair removal cream ;)
WHICH YIZHEN & LIYUN tempted me to do it.

i guess lately i've been pretty flamboyant.
haha.
easily influenced by my new friends which is BAD!!
but my leg hair have always been a eye sore so..
i jus spent another 11 bucks.
yep.

BUT THAT TIME WHEN I SKIPPED LECT TO EAT LUNCH N SLACK OUTSIDE WAS BAD!
N I TOTALLY REGRETTED IT.
IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
I JUST WASTED 100 BUCKS OF MY PARENTS HARD-EARNED MONEY.
SLAP ME HARDDD!!!!

Anw, i shopped around and found FAB ex necklaces THAT I WANT.
n XM said she's gonna spend 40bucks on me for xmas n i get to choose ANYTHING.
Even drugs or condoms.
okay. i was kidding.

BUT I'VE BEEN SEEING SO MANY AWESOME ACCESSORIES AROUND
I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHICH TO PICK
OR SHOULD I EVEN BUY.

but I SHALL MAKE HER GET ME THOSE FROM DIVA
they got sale too 3 at the price of 2.
So Yup!

Will be seeing her for the second time this week tmr.
Gonna go SIM open house, THEN, movie again..
AND ORCHARD SHOPPING!!
NEW CLOTHES FOR THE SEASON!! HOOT HOOT!!

Headed back to sch for aftnn class and attended lecture alone.
Cos katherine was sick today.
can't help but admit..
it's much better to study w/o her.
sigh.

OH!
n i shaved my legs! (another FIRST)
they are now smooth n bare.
well, at least FOR NOW.
HAHA

PLAN FOR NEXT FRIDAY,
SOLITARY TRIP TO THE MOOOVIESS :D
but if i were to watch friends with benefits alone
i think the ticket person will think i'm sick or horny..
boo:/
But
should i even CARE?!

nice Peanuts?

Today, Daddy fetched me home from school :D
Saving her dear daughter from the evening public transport SQUEEZE xS
On our way back,
he told me he spotted one of his directors sitting in a wet market ,somewhere in the west,
eating peanuts.
With his wife and talking with the shopkeeper.
All these during office hours.


He totally stunned when he saw dad. HAHA.
n dad wanted to ask him, "Why? The peanuts here good ah?" 
But of cos he saved his own ass and just said hi. HAHA.
LOL.


Hope the colour and font size helps :)

A doggy question.

NOREN LPY,

My reliable walking animal DIC.
Please tell me what breed is this cute little fluffy thingy<3?

This is FUNNY.

Becky's followup

Remember this comic strip?

Becky created a PART 2 to it.

Lame shit.

My new guiders.

Just gotta say that having good teachers REALLY makes a difference.
I didn't like ANY of my teachers in my JC.
Well, at least none that taught me.
Just felt too restricted.

However i kinda like my new lecturers:)
They somehow can manage to make me motivated to study :)
At least i dont exactly see studying so much of a PAIN now.

jus an interesting puzzle by my math lecturer :) HAHA.

Dearest Daddy's Favourite Plant

Dad was telling me how cool his plant is.

Not only does the leaves curl and straighten out from time to time,
Their flowers are interesting too.

My Dearest Daddy

Daddy's birthday is round the corner.

& we have no idea what to get him (as usual)
We only decided on the cake.
Which is Blackforest Cake (as usual)

& prolly some durian puffs to go along with it.

But anw,

dad's a little goofy lately.
The other day,
he hopped into our room and modelled in MY WATCH.
Then, he went returned the watch to out dressing table
AND brought over my PERFUME and BANGLES to play with bex.
LMAO.

He asked becky to hold the perfume bottle and he tried to aim and throw my bangles into it.
AND THEY TOOK TURNS THROWING!!
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!
WHAT THE SHIT!

Another day of his lame acts.
I AM DEFINITELY HIS DAUGHTER.

My new TOY!! :D

I needed a normal calculator for my new school.

& i refuse to bring the big and hideous one we have that mum always uses.

So... this started.

Becky helped me ask daddy. The 3rd mushy bubble is FROM BECKY. NOT ME! xD

Day 2

So, i reminded him again.. Being myself.

But! Dad being Dad, didn't bring it home that night.

So, that brings us to the 3rd day..

Thru cheeky becky again..

He even attempted to change the subject.

And it resulted to me becoming a sicko. But it's okay.. 

Cos in the end, he bought me this!

A brand new RED HOT calculator!! hehe..

GOODNESS GRACIOUS, SHOPPING!!

Thanks to Katherine,
(For those of you,practically all except PSM, who dunno who is she)
ONE OF MY NEW FRIENDS in school,

I am addicted to online shopping.
I know I know *holds up hand
I'm like a little slow in catching this ADDICTION.
haha.
But i used to believe in seeing and touching the product,
BEFORE eventually deciding whether i should buy it.
& all the cheap clothes at bugis are from online shops.
I hardly can fit into any with my BALLOONY body!
but somehow,
there are some online that caught my eye and i decided to grab them.
PLUS, looking at the price..
i just gave in.

So far, i've recieved my nail stickers and first batch of clothes and
I'm actually pretty satisfied with them. Considering the price and everything.

WHEE~ i am happy. *dance around

But was walking in town after the movie ytd and i saw all the new season clothings and i was like..



HOLY MOLY!! MY CLOTHES ARE ON THE SHELVES!
but as always, i'm gonna wait till the eoy sales..
not working=can't afford better clothes.

Lesson learnt: wait till the autumn/winter season to get your clothes.

It's like seriously!!
I've been dreaming of such clothes in the summer season?!

Was also hoping to influence xinmin to dress up by opening her eyes to all these wonderful creations(clothes)
Cross our fingies.

XM: "Can you imagine me in this?" (not the first time she asked me that)
ME: "YES, YOU SHOULD WEAR ALL THESE!!"
ME: "If only i have your size, your kinda body, you would have spotted me in all kinds of clothings."

So Xinmin, i was serious!Don't be daft, YOU ARE NOT FAT. And you'll definitely look good in all those clothes! SO, GO GIRL!

School ended at 6.30pm and i immediately chiong-ed to town when class ended.
It was worth the rush.
cos i made in time to catch Chalet Girl at 7.20pm :)

It was great.
I know the story might be unrealistic or whatever
but it definitely did not fail in making my heart melt
and hope it is REAL.
It's like the best job ever to be a chalet girl.

Was telling Xinmin how i wish i get landed with such a job and meet a rich good looking dude.
She was more sensible and told me if i knew this is NEVER gonna happen.
All i could was just sigh.
Well, she was RIGHT.
Hoping really hurts.

& the scenery is LIKE AWESOME.
Can't help but wanna learn how to snow board and to be in the FREEEEZING COLD.
I guess i'll start dressing in comfy, snuggly cold (rainy) wear for this coming week.
THE CHALET GIRL FEVER.
hah!

One of my favourite scenes below :)

I'll Be Waiting

There's this new song that i'm into for the past one week or so..
It's a pretty old song, not a hit. But it definitely did HIT me :)

The Way I Loved You - Taylor Swift, Album: Fearless

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better

He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm fakin'
And my heart's not breakin'
'Cause I'm not feelin' anything at all

And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

I'll be screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
It's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

And that's the way I loved you
I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

I would DIE to experience love like this.

Just that if i die i wouldn't be able to experience anything at all.

Crap. wts am i talking about.

But no. NEVER experience any love at all.

I just gotta learn how to WAIT.

I will wait for that day then huh?:')

Let's just hope that the wait is worth it.

Sometimes, when a house is too perfect, it doesn't feel like a home.

Sometimes i feel like:

Opportunity cost for MUGGING HARD TODAY:


 miss out dinner with the PORKS :(

Sometimes some stuff make you feel pretty useless
Even though it's pretty FUNNY..

But when you feel that you are useless,...
you actually ain't.
Cos you might have something that you are good at..

OR There's at least one more thing...

Chanced upon this yesterday.
I guess Noren can't name her shop this in the future anymore:'(
aww..

But the name card is cool.
it's transparent :)

DISGUSTED DAY

Captured these yesterday. Was waiting for bus 61 for like 20mins and there was still no sign of it.

Hence i decided to cross over to take a bus to clementi mrt.

Then there was this JAM that made a 10min ride into another 20-25 min bus ride.

Whoa.

the sky was really dark at 7 yea? <=)

When i was omw to sch ytd.
THERE was this pervertic middle aged man!!
he kept staring at me sia!
walao shock tio.
totally freaked me out
initially i thot he was peeping at what i was doing on my phone sia.
and the way he stand was like weird only.
as in he was i was leaning against the window (i was in the cabin that is fully for standing passengers)
den he was standing nxt to me standing 90deg to the window facing me.
SIAO ONE!
den i glanced up at me a few times den he pretend look away.
SIAO.GROSS SHIT.
den later i start to take notice of his actions
and he glanced me up n down SIA!!!
FUCK!
i was wearing this conservative longsleeved thick dress
and my boobies look small in this dress sia!
SICK ONLY!
when i alight at jurong east to change train.
i tried to see if he's anywhr to be seen while waiting for the train
n i was relieved he was gone
but when i entered the train then i realised he was queuing at the same entrance somewhr behind me
den its like he stood nxt to me n continue staring sia
SIAO!
conservative outfit yo!
i frowned at him he still look
SICKKK
so i just walk away to the next cubicle
GROSS
(&we alighted at the same station somemore.suay!)

thank you lina for the thoughtful &special aussie gifts <3

A BIG THANK YOU TO A SPECIAL FRIEND

Thank You Lina Tay.

idk, but lovely girl,
lately, you've always been the one that i can rely on
- most of the time.

& jus wanna say thanks for everything.
Even if it's the smallest n tiniest,
Or even the simplest of things,
It was not taken for granted.
I appreciated them all.

Check out this song:

Who's That Girl - Guy Sebastian Ft. Eve

It's an interesting song cos its like a SWEET CLUBBING song.  haha!

Idiom of the day

Idioms for Idiots :D

I gotta learn how to appreciate mine..

                                     They are real.

I miss those secondary school days when we could have meals together every day and talk crap all the time
& just LAUGH


cos now, we have to FIND time,
which makes it all difficult and complicated.

Was at millenia walk ytd,

cos rents wanted to get a new mattress(they got a 15-inch high mattress!,siao!)

at harvey norman.

& also a cool new hairdryer :)

So being the BREAD FREAK that i am,

how can i not try the bread at Pullman Bakery when i'm there?

So i bought a few pieces :)

Have not try yet though..

hehes.

*saw huiyun and annabelle, and i pretended i nvr see them. (sorry nana, idunlikeA)

 Dachshund Pups :3

Went to NEX yesterday with the family and brought them to the top-doggie-level to view dogs:)

(for once i felt glad that i follow noren around to do her pet errands:),

now i know where to view dogs for adoption)

I can't believe i saw 2 dachshunds!! it's so cute..

ah no said that dachshunds are pretty uncommon over here so..

was pretty glad !

But dad still didnt like it...

We saw another dog which i can't identify the breed.

But it was really well groomed.

The fur look like velvet.

seriously. 

& it was like wearing shoes that made her look like some caterpillar. Oops! haha

Went into the petshop to see see look look.

& there was ANOTHER dachshund.

Saw this chihuahua pup that was like SUPER tiny.god.

the Pomeranian pup was like pretty cutey too.

But of all the pups in the shop,

the BLACK LABRADOR WAS THE BEST.

it's like a DOG dog.

you get what i mean?

it's like the traditional dog.

it's like what the average people would picture when you say,

"Dog."

haha. It was nice.. and it's BLACK :)

black dogs are like a ... nice.

Unfortunately,

we all witnessed it pee AND POOP

and mum was like grossed out.

which is a sad story :'(

RACHEL OVER HERE HOPING FOR THE BEST.

 French Bulldogs :)

Dachshund pups:)

i still heart you, KATY PERRY!

Just a week ago,
someone told me that Katy Perry worship the devil :(

I think everyone, EVERYONE should watch this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4X-f-TIsT5M&feature=related

i can't embed it so. here! :)
get ready to spend 20 minutes!

i don't think she's that evil if she does something like that yea? :]

I wanna jump over my own hurdle(s) too.

Something RETARDED for you:)

I had a good laugh! :'D

Lately, Dad have been getting sick A LOT.

so sissy went to make a get well soon card for him :)

sweet cakes.

Here's the content and illustrations she created :)

Mum was home today.

She was like packing her stuff and here are some pass-me-down treasures for me ;)

<3 sweet.

New School, New Friends, New Environment

Entering my Junior College allowed me to learnt many things about myself.

gave me many deep self-thinking-reflecting sessions.

One of the things that i came to realise about myself is that.

1) I am a pretty slow learner

    Hence, i cannot understand things that are being taught in class,when i'm in class.

    I really gotta spend extra & more time than others to really study & analyse what the teacher taught.

2) Any degree of multi-tasking won't do for me.

   100% focus. 

   (it's not smth that i figured out only in JC but i learnt how much multi-task is a big NONO to me)

 3) I have a very short attention span.

     I cannot last 3hours studying like normal people do.

     I am SO SPECIAL. I end up spending a whole day on A subject.

     cos of the in between mini-breaks.

4) My memory is deteriorating.

    i can hardly remember anything in my daily life accurately.

    What more, what i studied?

    = more revision time is needed.

Leaving my JC allowed me to realise what amazing people i HAD around me.

Now then i appreciate what i took for granted last year.

The tolerance they always had when explaining certain concepts.

Knowing how weak and slow yet slowly teaching me.

& making sure that i REALLY understand :')

Thank you PSM, JOJO & PAPAYA <3

I don't think i'm that stupid,

just slow.

thick in the head.(& also other parts of my curvy body)

That's all.

It's difficult for me when my new friends talk to me in lecture cos i can't multi-task.

If i talk to you, i will totally not absorb what the lecturer said for the past few seconds or minutes thinking of what to say to you, how to ans your qstn, worrying what i'd missed.

I know it's something so simple, yet i'm having problems handling it!!

it's ridiculous.

But i just can't help it!

And when they ask me questions on the subject,

i feel worse.

cos i really can't answer them.

bcos i feel like i understand LESS than you.

& i'm just too embarrassed to explain why.

& it sucks when they ask me questions too.

It makes me feel like i'm not thinking.

Sometimes if you can't even understand the basic concepts well,

you can't even think of how to answer class exercises.

cos you are just totally CLUELESS.

So...

i'm sorry if i WILL be busy.

cos i really have to get all these done WELL.

i don't wanna look back & sigh.

i just gotta learn to be faster AND BETTER even if i'll take the more jerky & long path.